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This morning, when I went to Kitty’s door for her letter, I found she hadn’t written it. She made me come in while she “confessed,” as she said.

“I couldn’t submit to the facts last night,” she faltered. “I had to pretend that I thought he didn’t know; but of course he does–he must. I wrote him from home before I started, and again from New York. I can’t suppose that Cecil would intercept my letters. He is not a stage villain. No; I must face the truth. But how can I ever tell it to mamma!”

“We will arrange all that by and by,” I assured her (but I don’t see myself how she can tell the truth about this transaction to anybody, her mother least of all, who would be simply wild if she knew how the girl has been betrayed and insulted, among utter strangers); meantime I begged her to promise me that she would not waste–

She interrupted me quickly. “I have wasted enough, I think. No; don’t be afraid for me, Mrs. Daly, and for Heaven’s sake don’t pity me!”

I had just written the above when Tom came in and informed me that the “regular candidate had arrived,” and requested to know if we were to have them both to dinner, or if the “dark horse” was to be told he needn’t come.

“Of course he can’t come!” I screamed; “let him keep himself as dark as possible.”

“Then you needn’t expect me,” said Tom. “Cecy and I will dine at the Louvre.” And I would give a good deal if I could dine there too, or any where but with this extraordinary pair of lovers.

I went out to meet the real Harshaw, embarrassed with the guilty consciousness of having allowed my sympathies to go astray; for though in theory I totally disapprove of Cecil Harshaw, personally I defy anybody not to like him. I will except prejudiced persons, like his cousin and the lady he is so bent on making, by hook or by crook, a Mrs. Harshaw.

Mr. Harshaw the first (and last to arrive) has shaved his mustache quite recently, I should say, and the nakedness of his upper lip is not becoming. I wonder if she ever saw him with his mouth bare? I wonder if she would have accepted him if she had? He was so funny about his cousin, the promoter; so absolutely unconscious of his own asinine position. He argued very sensibly that if, after waiting four years for him, she couldn’t wait one day longer, she must have changed in her feelings very decidedly, and that was a fact it behooved him to find out. Better now than later. I think he has found out.

Possibly he was nicer four years ago. Men get terribly down at heel, mentally, morally, and mannerly, poking off by themselves in these out-of-the-way places. But she has been seeing people and steadily making growth since she gave him her promise at eighteen. The promise itself has helped to develop her. It must have been a knot of perpetual doubt and self-questioning. No one need tell me that she really loves him; if she did, if she had, she could not take his treatment of her like this. Perhaps the family circumstances constrained her. They may have thought Harshaw had a fortune in the future of his ranch, with its river boundary of placer-mines. English girls are obedient, and English mammas are practical, we read.

She is practical, and she is beginning to look her situation in the face.

“I shall want you to help me find some way to return that money,” she said to me later, with an angry blush–“that money which Cecil Harshaw kindly advanced me for my journey. I shall hate every moment of my life till that debt is paid. But for the insult I never can repay him, never!

“We are a large family at home–four girls besides me, and three boys; and boys are so expensive. I cannot ask mamma to help me; indeed, I was hoping to help her. I should have gone for a governess if I had not been duped into coming over here. Would there be any one in this town, do you think, who might want a governess for her children? I have a few ‘accomplishments,’ and though I’ve not been trained for a teacher, I am used to children, and they like me, when I want them to.”