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Barbara’s Wedding
by
She continues to smile, but she is watching him closely. ‘I haven’t been for a walk. Don’t you remember where I told you I was going, John?’
‘Yes, it was to a wedding.’
Rather tremulously, ‘You haven’t forgotten whose wedding, have you?’
‘Tell me, Ellen.’ He is no longer troubled. He knows that Ellen will tell him.
‘I have been seeing Barbara married, John.’
‘Yes, it was Barbara’s wedding. They wouldn’t–Ellen, why wasn’t I there?’
Like one telling him amusing gossip, ‘I thought you might be a little troubled if you went, John. Sometimes your mind–not often, but sometimes if you are agitated–and then you think you see–people who aren’t here any longer. Oh dear, oh dear, help me with these bonnet strings.’
‘Yes, I know. I’m all right when you are with me, Ellen. Funny, isn’t it?’
She raises her shoulders in a laugh. ‘It is funny, John. I ran back to you, John. I was thinking of you all the time–even more than of Billy boy.’
The Colonel is very gay. ‘Tell me all about it, Ellen. Did Billy boy lose the ring? We always said he would lose the ring.’
She looks straight into his eyes. ‘You have forgotten again, John. Barbara isn’t married to Billy boy.’
He draws himself up. ‘Not marry Billy! I’ll see about that.’
She presses him into his chair. ‘Sit down, dear, and I’ll tell you something again. It is nothing to trouble you, because your soldiering is done, John; and greatly done. My dear, there is war again, and our old land is in it. Such a war as my soldier never knew.’
He rises. He is a stern old man. ‘A war! That’s it, is it? So now I know! Why wasn’t I told? Why haven’t I my marching orders? I’m not too old yet.’
‘Yes, John, you are too old, and all you can do now is to sit here and–and take care of me. You knew all about it quite clearly this morning. We stood together upstairs by the window listening to the aircraft guns.’
‘I remember! I thought it was a thunderstorm, Dering told me he heard nothing.’
‘Dering?’
‘Our gardener, you know.’ His voice becomes husky. ‘Haven’t I been talking with him, Ellen?’
‘It is a long time since we had a gardener, John.’
‘Is it? So it is! A war! That is why there is no more cricket on the green.’
‘They have all gone to the war, John.’
‘That’s it; even the little shavers.’ He whispers, ‘Why isn’t Billy boy fighting, Ellen?’
‘Oh, John!’
‘Is Billy boy dead?’ She nods. ‘Was he killed in action? Tell me, tell me!’ She nods again. ‘Good for Billy boy. I knew Billy boy was all right. Don’t cry, Ellen. I’ll take care of you. All’s well with Billy boy.’
‘Yes, I know, John.’
He hesitates before speaking again. ‘Ellen, who is the soldier? He comes here. He is a captain.’
‘He is a very gallant man, John. It is he who was married to Barbara to-day.’
Bitterly, ‘She has soon forgotten.’
His wife shakes her brave head. ‘She hasn’t forgotten, dear. And it’s nearly three years now since Billy died.’
‘So long! We have a medal he got, haven’t we?’
‘No, John; he died before he could win any medals.’
The Colonel moves about, ‘Karl will be sorry. They were very fond of each other, those two boys, Ellen.’
‘Karl fought against us, John. He died in the same engagement. They may even have killed each other.’
‘They hadn’t known, Ellen.’
She with, thin lips, ‘I daresay they knew.’
‘Billy boy and Karl!’
She tells him some more gossip. ‘John, I had Barbara married from here because she has no people of her own. I think Billy would have liked it.’
‘That was the thing to do, Ellen. Nice of you. I remember everything now. It’s Dering she has married. He was once my gardener!’
‘The world is all being re-made, dear. He is worthy of her.’
He lets this pass. He has remembered something almost as surprising, ‘Ellen, is Barbara a nurse?’
‘Yes, John, and one of the staidest and most serene. Who would have thought it of the merry madcap of other days! They are coming here, John, to say good-bye to you. They have only a few days’ leave. She is in France, too, you know. She was married in her nurse’s uniform.’