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“Oh Marie, Marie Toro, in my garret next the sky,
Where many a day and night I’ve crouched with not a crust to eat,
A picture hangs upon the wall a fortune couldn’t buy,
A portrait of a girl whose face is pure and angel-sweet.”
Sadly the woman looked at him: “Alas! it’s true,” she said;
“That little maid, I knew her once. It’s long ago–she’s dead.”
He went to her; he laid his hand upon her wasted arm:
“Oh, Marie Toro, come with me, though poor and sick am I.
For old times’ sake I cannot bear to see you come to harm;
Ah! there are memories, God knows, that never, never die. . . .”
“Too late!” she sighed; “I’ve lived my life of splendor and of shame;
I’ve been adored by men of power, I’ve touched the highest height;
I’ve squandered gold like heaps of dirt–oh, I have played the game;
I’ve had my place within the sun . . . and now I face the night.
Look! look! you see I’m lost to hope; I live no matter how . . .
To drink and drink and so forget . . . that’s all I care for now.”

And so she went her heedless way, and all our help was vain.
She trailed along with tattered shawl and mud-corroded skirt;
She gnawed a crust and slept beneath the bridges of the Seine,
A garbage thing, a composite of alcohol and dirt.
The students learned her story and the cafes knew her well,
The Pascal and the Pantheon, the Sufflot and Vachette;
She shuffled round the tables with the flowers she tried to sell,
A living mask of misery that no one will forget.
And then last week I missed her, and they found her in the street
One morning early, huddled down, for it was freezing cold;
But when they raised her ragged shawl her face was still and sweet;
Some bits of broken bloom were clutched within her icy hold.
That’s all. . . . Ah yes, they say that saw: her blue, wide-open eyes
Were beautiful with joy again, with radiant surprise. . . .

A week ago she begged for bread; we’ve bought for her a stone,
And a peaceful place in Pere-La-Chaise where she’ll be well alone.
She cost a king his crown, they say; oh, wouldn’t she be proud
If she could see the wreaths to-day, the coaches and the crowd!
So follow, follow, follow on with slow and sober tread,
For Marie Toro, gutter waif and queen of queens, is dead.