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“No,” cried Janet angrily. “I just like Randall, I’ve liked him ever since that day when I was a little thing and he came here and saved me from being shut up all day in that dreadful dark closet because I broke Aunt Matilda’s blue cup–when I hadn’t meant to break it. He wouldn’t let her shut me up! He is like that–he understands! I want you to marry him because he wants you, and it isn’t fair that you–that you–“

“Nothing is fair in this world, child. Is it fair that I, who am so pretty–you know I am pretty, Janet–and who love life and excitement, should have to be buried on a P.E. Island farm all my days? Or else be an old maid because a Sparhallow mustn’t marry beneath her? Come, Janet, don’t look so woebegone. I wouldn’t have told you if I’d thought you’d take it so much to heart. I’ll be a good wife to Randall, never fear, and I’ll keep him up to the notch of prosperity much better than if I thought him a little lower than the angels. It doesn’t do to think a man perfection, Janet, because he thinks so too, and when he finds someone who agrees with him he is inclined to rest on his oars.”

“At any rate, you don’t care for anyone else,” said Janet hopefully.

“Not I. I like Randall as well as I like anybody.”

“Randall won’t be satisfied with that,” muttered Janet. But Avery did not hear her, having picked up her basket of apples and gone. Janet sat down on the lower rung of the ladder and gave herself up to an unpleasant reverie. Oh, how the world had changed in half an hour! She had never been so worried in her life. She was so fond of Randall–she had always been fond of him–why, he was just like a brother to her! She couldn’t possibly love a brother more. And Avery was going to hurt him; it would hurt him horribly when he found out she did not love him. Janet could not bear the thought of Randall being hurt; it made her fairly savage. He must not be hurt–Avery must love him. Janet could not understand why she did not.

Surely everyone must love Randall. It had never occurred to Janet to ask herself, as Avery had asked, if she would like to marry Randall. Randall could never fancy her–a little plain, brown thing, only half grown. Nobody could think of her beside beautiful, rose-faced Avery. Janet accepted this fact unquestioningly. She had never been jealous. She only felt that she wanted Randall to have everything he wanted–to be perfectly happy. Why, it would be dreadful if he did not marry Avery–if he went and married some other girl. She would never see him then, never have any more delightful talks with him about all the things they both loved so much–winds and delicate dawns, mysterious woods in moonlight and starry midnights, silver-white sails going out of the harbour in the magic of morning, and the grey of gulf storms. There would be nothing in life; it would just be one great, unbearable emptiness; for she, herself, would never marry. There was nobody for her to marry–and she didn’t care. If she could have Randall for a real brother, she would not mind a bit being an old maid. And there was that beautiful new frame house Randall had built for his bride, which she, Janet, had helped him build, because Avery would not condescend to details of pantry and linen closet and cupboards. Janet and Randall had had such fun over the cupboards. No stranger must ever come to be mistress of that house. Randall must marry Avery, and she must love him. Could anything be done to make her love him?

“I believe I’ll go and see Granny Thomas,” said Janet desperately.

She thought this was a silly idea, but it still haunted her and would not be shaken off. Granny Thomas was a very old woman who lived at Burnley Cove and was reputed to be something of a witch. That is, people who were not Sparhallows or Burnleys gave her that name. Sparhallows or Burnleys, of course, were above believing in such nonsense. Janet was above believing it; but still–the sailors along shore were careful to “keep on the good side” of Granny Thomas, lest she brew an unfavourable wind for them, and there was much talk of love potions. Janet knew that people said Peggy Buchanan would never have got Jack McLeod if Granny had not given her a love potion. Jack had never looked at Peggy, though she was after him for years; and then, all at once, he was quite mad about her–and married her–and wore her life out with jealousy. And Peggy, the homeliest of all the Buchanan girls! There must be something in it. Janet made a sudden desperate resolve. She would go to Granny and ask her for a love potion to make Avery love Randall. If Granny couldn’t do any good, she couldn’t do any harm. Janet was a little afraid of her, and had never been near her house, but what wouldn’t she do for Randall?