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“Well, I have often wondered.”

“If I loved a woman, I should want to make her life all glow and color–and mine–with her–“

Anne’s eyes were shining. What a big pleasant boy he was. He seemed so young. He had a way of running his fingers up through his hair. She was aware of the gesture in the dark. Yes, she liked him. And she felt suddenly gay and light-hearted, as she had felt in the days when she first met Ridgeley.

They talked until the stars shone in the tips of the birch trees. Ridgeley did not come, and when they went back to the house, they found that he had been called to New York on an urgent case. He would not return until the following Friday.

Anne and Christopher were thus left together for a week to get acquainted. With only old Jeanette Ware to play propriety.

II

It did not take Christopher long to decide that Ridgeley was no longer in love with his wife. “Of course he would call it love. But he could live just as well without her. He has made a machine of himself.”

He spoke to Dunbar one night about Anne. “Do you think she is perfectly well?”

“Why not?”

“There’s a touch of breathlessness when we walk. Are you sure about her heart?”

“She has never been strong–” and that had seemed to be the end of it.

But it was not the end of it for Christopher. He watched Anne closely, and once when they climbed a hill together and she gave out, he carried her to the top. He managed to get his ear against her heart, and what he heard drained the blood from his face.

As for Anne, she thought how strong he was–and how fair his hair was with the sun upon it, for he had tucked his cap in his pocket.

That night Christopher again spoke to Ridgeley. “Anne’s in a bad way.” He told of the walk to the top of the hill.

Ridgeley listened this time, and the next day he took Anne down into his office, and did things to her. “But I don’t see why you are doing all this,” she complained, as he stuck queer instruments in his ears, and made her draw long breaths while he listened.

“Christopher says you get tired when you walk.”

“Well, I do. But there’s nothing really the matter, is there?”

There was a great deal the matter, but there was no hint of it in his manner. If she had not been his wife, he would probably have told her the truth–that she had a few months, perhaps a few years ahead of her. He was apt to be frank with his patients. But he was not frank with Anne. He had intended to tell Christopher at once. But Christopher was away for a week.

In the week that he was separated from her, Christopher learned that he loved Anne; that he had been in love with her from the moment that she had stood among the birches–like one of them in her white slenderness–and had talked to him of guardian angels;–“Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John!”

He did not believe in saints, nor in the angels whose wings seemed to enfold Anne, but he believed in beauty–and Anne’s seemed lighted from within, like an alabaster lamp.

Yet she was very human–and the girl in her and the boy in him had met in the weeks that he had spent with her. They had found a lot of things to do–they had fished in shallow brown streams, they had ridden through miles of lovely country. They had gone forth in search of adventure, and they had found it; in cherries on a tree by the road, and he had climbed the tree and had dropped them down to her, and she had hung them over her ears–He had milked a cow in a pasture as they passed, and they had drunk it with their sandwiches, and had tied up a bill in Anne’s fine handkerchief and had knotted it to the halter of the gentle, golden-eared Guernsey.