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The Senior Surgical Interne was waiting outside. He had smoked eighteen cigarettes since he received his copy of the Sentinel, and was as unhappy as an interne can be.

“What the devil made you publish it?” he demanded.

Twenty-two smiled.

“Because,” he said, “I have always had a sneaking desire to publish an honest paper, one where public questions can be discussed. If this isn’t a public question, I don’t know one when I see it.”

But he was not smiling when he went in.

An hour later Doctor Willie came in. He had brought some flowers for the children’s ward, and his arms were bulging. To his surprise, accustomed as he was to the somewhat cavalier treatment of the country practitioner in a big city hospital, he was invited to the Staff room.

To the eternal credit of the Staff Jane Brown’s part in that painful half hour was never known. The Staff was careful, too, of Doctor Willie. They knew they were being irregular, and were most wretchedly uncomfortable. Also, there being six of them against one, it looked rather like force, particularly since, after the first two minutes, every one of them liked Doctor Willie.

He took it so awfully well. He sat there, with his elbows on a table beside a withering mass of spring flowers, and faced the white-coated Staff, and said that he hoped he was man enough to acknowledge a mistake, and six opinions against one left him nothing else to do. The Senior Surgical Interne, who had been hating him for weeks, offered him a cigar.

He had only one request to make. There was a little girl in the training school who believed in him, and he would like to go to the ward and write the order for the operation himself.

Which he did. But Jane Brown was not there.

Late that evening the First Assistant, passing along the corridor in the dormitory, was accosted by a quiet figure in a blue uniform, without a cap.

“How is he?”

The First Assistant was feeling more cheerful than usual. The operating surgeon had congratulated her on the way things had moved that day, and she was feeling, as she often did, that, after all, work was a solace for many troubles.

“Of course, it is very soon, but he stood it well.” She looked up at Jane Brown, who was taller than she was, but who always, somehow, looked rather little. There are girls like that. “Look here,” she said, “you must not sit in that room and worry. Run up to the operating-room and help to clear away.”

She was very wise, the First Assistant. For Jane Brown went, and washed away some of the ache with the stains of Johnny’s operation. Here, all about her, were the tangible evidences of her triumph, which was also a defeat. A little glow of service revived in her. If Johnny lived, it was a small price to pay for a life. If he died, she had given him his chance. The operating-room nurses were very kind. They liked her courage, but they were frightened, too. She, like the others, had been right, but also she was wrong.

They paid her tribute of little kindnesses, but they knew she must go.

It was the night nurse who told Twenty-two that Jane Brown was in the operating-room. He was still up and dressed at midnight, but the sheets of to-morrow’s editorial lay blank on his table.

The night nurse glanced at her watch to see if it was time for the twelve o’clock medicines.

“There’s a rumour going about,” she said, “that the quarantine’s to be lifted to-morrow. I’ll be rather sorry. It has been a change.”

“To-morrow,” said Twenty-two, in a startled voice.

“I suppose you’ll be going out at once?”

There was a wistful note in her voice. She liked him. He had been an oasis of cheer in the dreary rounds of the night. A very little more, and she might have forgotten her rule, which was never to be sentimentally interested in a patient.