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“It was months before the tragedy that he stopped going anywhere, wasn’t it?” I asked.

“Yes. Nobody understood it; least of all, his friends. I even heard it hinted that he was suffering from some malady of the brain.” He turned inquiringly to the far, dim corner.

Out of it the Little Red Doctor barked: “Death had him by the throat.”

“Death? In what form?”

“Slow, sure fingers, shutting off his breath. Do you need further details or will the dry, scientific term, epithelioma, be enough?” The voice came grim out of the gloom. No answer being returned, it continued: “I’ve had easier jobs than telling Ned Worth. It was hopeless from the first. My old friend, Death, had too long a start on me.”

“Was it something that affected his mind?”

“No. His mind was perfectly clear. Vividly clear. May I take my last verdict, when it comes, with a spirit as clear and as noble.”

Silence fell, and in the stillness we heard the Little Red Doctor communing with memories. Now and then came a muttered word. “Suicide!” in a snarl of scornful rejection. “Fool-made definitions!” Presently, “Story for a romancer, not a physician.” He seemed to be canvassing an inadequacy in himself with dissatisfaction. Then, more clearly: “Love from the first. At a glance, perhaps. The contagion of flame for powder. But in that abyss together they saw each other’s soul.”

“The Little Red Doctor is turning poet,” said Sheldon to me in an incredulous whisper.

There was the snap and crackle of a match from the shadowed corner. The keen, gnarled young face sprang from the darkness, vivid and softened with a strange triumph, then receded behind an imperfect circle, clouded the next instant by a nimbus of smoke. The Little Red Doctor spoke.

Ned Worth was my friend as well as my patient. No need to tell you men, who knew him, why I was fond of him. I don’t suppose any one ever came in contact with that fantastic and smiling humanity of his without loving him for it. “Immortal hilarity!” The phrase might have been coined for him.

It wasn’t as physician that I went home with Ned, after pronouncing sentence upon him, but as friend. I didn’t want him to be alone that first night. Yet I dare say that any one, seeing the two of us, would have thought me the one who had heard his life-limit defined. He was as steady as a rock.

“No danger of my being a miser of life,” he said. “You’ve given me leave to spend freely what’s left of it.” Well, he spent. Freely and splendidly!

The spacious old library on the second floor–you know it, Dominie, smelt of disuse, as we entered, Ned’s servant bringing up the rear with a handbag. Dust had settled down like an army of occupation over everything. The furniture was shrouded in denim. The tall clock in the corner stood voiceless. Three months of desertion will change any house into a tomb. And the Worth mansion was never too cheerful, anyway. Since the others of the family died, Ned hadn’t stayed there long enough at a time to humanize it.

Ned’s man set down the grip, unstrapped it, took his orders for some late purchases, and left to execute them. I went over to open the two deep-set windows on the farther side of the room. It was a still, close October night, and the late scent of warmed-over earth came up to me out of Ely Crouch’s garden next door. From where I stood in the broad embrasure of the south window, I was concealed from the room. But I could see everything through a tiny gap in the hangings. Ned sat at his desk sorting some papers. A sort of stern intentness had settled upon his face, without marring its curious faun-like beauty. I carry the picture in my mind.

“What’s become of you, Chris?” he demanded presently. I came out into the main part of the room. “Oh, there you are! You’ll look after a few little matters for me, won’t you?” He indicated a sheaf of papers.