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“Pardon me,” interrupted Palmerston; “we were speaking of his theories. I have no desire to discuss your father.”

He knew his tone was resentful. He found himself wondering whether it was an excess of egotism or of humility that made her ignore his personality.

“Why should we not discuss him?” she asked, turning her straightforward eyes upon him.

“Because”–Palmerston broke into an impatient laugh–“because we are not disembodied spirits; at least, I am not.”

The girl gave him a look of puzzled incomprehension, and turned back to her own thoughts. That they were troubled thoughts her face gave abundant evidence. Palmerston waited curiously eager for some manifestation of social grace, some comment on the scenery which should lead by the winding path of young-ladyism to the Mecca of her personal tastes and preferences; should unveil that sacred estimate of herself which she so gladly shared with others, but which others too often failed to share with her.

“I wish you would tell me all you know about it,” she said presently, “this proposition my father has made. He writes me very indefinitely, and sometimes it is hard for me to learn, even when I am with him, just what he is doing. He forgets that he has not told me.”

The young man hesitated, weighing the difficulties that would beset him if he should attempt to explain his hesitation, seeing also the more tangible difficulties of evasion if she should turn her clear eyes upon him. It would be better for Dysart if she knew, he said to himself. They had made no secret of the transaction, and sooner or later she must hear of it from others, if not from her father. He yielded to the infection of her candor, and told her what she asked. She listened with knitted brows and an introspective glance.

“Mr. Dysart might lose his work,” she commented tentatively.

Palmerston was silent.

The girl turned abruptly. “Could he lose anything else?” The color swept across her face, and her voice had a half-pathetic menace in it.

“Every business arrangement is uncertain, contains a possibility of loss.”

Palmerston was defiantly aware that he had not answered her question. He emphasized his defiance by jerking the reins.

“Don’t!” said the girl reproachfully. “I think his mouth is tender.”

“You like horses?” inquired the young man, with a sensation of relief.

She shook her head. “No; I think not. I never notice them except when they seem uncomfortable.”

“But if you didn’t like them you wouldn’t care.”

“Oh, yes, I should. I don’t like to see anything uncomfortable.”

Palmerston laughed. “You have made me very uncomfortable, and you do not seem to mind. I must conclude that you have not noticed it, and that conclusion hurts my vanity.”

The young woman did not turn her head.

“I try to be candid,” she said, “and I am always being misunderstood. I think I must be very stupid.”

Her companion began to breathe more freely. She was going to talk of herself, after all. He was perfectly at home when it came to that.

“Not at all,” he said graciously; “you only make the rest of us appear stupid. We are at a disadvantage when we get what we do not expect, and none of us expect candor.”

“But if we tell the truth ourselves, I don’t see why we shouldn’t expect it from others.”

“Oh, yes, if we ourselves tell the truth.”

“I think you have been telling me the truth,” she said, turning her steadfast eyes upon him.

“Thank you,” said Palmerston lightly. “I hope my evident desire for approval doesn’t suggest a sense of novelty in my position.”

Miss Brownell smiled indulgently, and then knitted her brows. “I am glad you have told me,” she said; “I may not be able to help it, but it is better for me to know.”

They were nearing the Dysart house, and Palmerston remembered that he had no definite instruction concerning the newcomer’s destination.

“I think I will take her directly to her father’s tent,” he reflected, “and let Mrs. Dysart plan her own attack upon the social situation.”