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When he had done this and returned to his boarding-place, there was a warmth in the greeting of his worthy hostess which suggested a sense of his recent escape from personal danger.

“I’m real glad to see you safe home, Mr. Palmerston,” she said amply. “I don’t wonder you look fagged; the ride through the dust was hard enough without having all sorts of other things to hatchel you. I do hope you won’t have that same kind of a phthisicky ketch in your breath that you had the other night after you overdone. I think it was mostly nervousness, and, dear knows, you’ve had enough to make you nervous to-day. I told Jawn after you was gone that I’d hate to be answerable for the consequences.”

Two days later John Dysart came into Palmerston’s tent, and drew a camp-stool close to the young man’s side.

“I’m in a kind of a fix,” he said, seating himself and fastening his eyes on the floor with an air of profound self-commiseration. “You see, this girl of Brownell’s she came up where I was mending the flume yesterday, and we got right well acquainted. She seems friendly. She took off her coat and laid it on a boulder, and we set down there in our shirt-sleeves and had quite a talk. I think she means all right, but she’s visionary. I can’t understand it, living with a practical man like the professor. But you can’t always tell. Now, there’s Emeline. Emeline means well, but she lets her prejudices run away with her judgment. I guess women generally do. But, someway, this girl rather surprised me. When I first saw her I thought she looked kind of reasonable; maybe it was her cravat–I don’t know.”

John shook his head in a baffled way. He had taken off his hat, and the handkerchief which he had spread over his bald crown to protect it from the flies drooped pathetically about his honest face.

“What did Miss Brownell say?” asked Palmerston, flushing a little.

John looked at him absently from under his highly colored awning. “The girl? Oh, she don’t understand. She wanted me to be careful. I told her I’d been careful all my life, and I wasn’t likely to rush into anything now. She thinks her father’s ‘most too sanguine about the water, but she doesn’t understand the machine–I could see that. She said she was afraid I’d lose something, and she wants me to back out right now. I’m sure I don’t know what to do. I want to treat everybody right.”

“Including yourself, I hope,” suggested Palmerston.

“Yes, of course. I don’t feel quite able to give up all my prospects just for a notion; and yet I want to do the square thing by Emeline. It’s queer about women–especially Emeline. I’ve often thought if there was only men it would be easier to make up your mind; but still, I suppose we’d oughtn’t to feel that way. They don’t mean any harm.”

John drew the protecting drapery from his head, and lashed his bald crown with it softly, as if in punishment for his seeming disloyalty.

“You could withdraw from the contract now without any great loss to Mr. Brownell,” suggested Palmerston.

John looked at him blankly. “Why, of course he wouldn’t lose anything; I’d be the loser. But I haven’t any notion of doing that. I’m only wondering whether I ought to tell Emeline about the girl. You see, Emeline’s kind of impulsive, and she’s took a dead set against the girl because, you see, she thinks,”–John leaned forward confidentially and shut one eye, as if he were squinting along his recital to see that it was in line with the facts,–“you see, she thinks–well, I don’t know as I’d ought to take it on myself to say just what Emeline thinks, but I think she thinks–well, I don’t know as I’d ought to say what I think she thinks, either; but you’d understand if you’d been married.”