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She paused for a moment, and leaning forward, gazed into the heart of the fire with wide, intent eyes.

The man in the chair behind her smoked on silently with a drawn face.

“He was very horrid to me,” she went on, her voice soft and slow as though she were describing something seen in a vision, “the only man who ever was. But I–do you know, I liked him all the more for that? I didn’t flirt with him. I didn’t try. He wasn’t the sort one could flirt with. He was hard–hard as iron, clean-shaven, with an immensely powerful jaw, and eyes that looked clean through you. He was one of those short, broad Englishmen–you know the sort–out of proportion everywhere, but so splendidly strong. He just hated me for making friends with him. It was very funny.”

An odd little note of laughter ran through the words–that laughter which is akin to tears.

“But I didn’t care for that,” she said. “It didn’t hurt me in the least. He was too big to give offence to an impudent little minx like me. Besides, I wanted him to help me, and after a bit I told him so. Archie–my cousin, you know; he was only a boy then–was mad on card-playing at that time. And I was real worried about him. I knew he would get into a hole sooner or later, and I begged my surly Englishman to keep an eye on him. Oh, I was a fool! I was a brainless, chattering fool! And I’m not much better now, I often think.”

Cynthia’s hand went up to her eyes. The vision in the fire was all blurred and indistinct.

Babbacombe was leaning forward, listening intently. The firelight flickered on his face, showing it very grave and still. He did not attempt to speak.

Nevertheless, after a moment, Cynthia made a wavering movement with one hand in his direction.

“I’m not crying, Jack. Don’t be silly! I’m sure your cigarette is out.”

It was. He pitched it past her into the fire.

“Light another,” she pleaded. “I love them so. They are the kind he always smoked. That’s nearly the end of the story. You can almost guess the rest. That very night Archie did get into a hole, a bad one, and the only way my friend could lift him out was by getting down into it himself. He saved him, but it was at his own expense; for it made people begin to reflect. And in the end–in the end, when we came into harbour, they came on board, and–and arrested him early in the morning–before I knew. You see, he–he was Nat Verney.”

Cynthia’s dark head was suddenly bowed upon her hands. She was rocking to and fro in the firelight.

“And it was my fault,” she sobbed–“all my fault. If–if he hadn’t done that thing for me, no one would have known–no one would have suspected!”

She had broken down completely at last, and the man who heard her wondered, with a deep compassion, how often she had wept, in secret and uncomforted, as she was weeping now.

He bore it till his humanity could endure no longer. And then, very gently, he reached out, touched her, drew her to him, pillowed her head on his shoulder.

“Don’t cry, Cynthia,” he whispered earnestly. “It’s heart-breaking work, dear, and it doesn’t help. There! Let me hold you till you feel better. You can’t refuse comfort from an old friend like me.”

She yielded to him mutely for a little, till her grief had somewhat spent itself. Then, with a little quivering smile, she lifted her head and looked him straight in the face.

“Thank you, Jack,” she said. “You–you’ve done me good. But it’s not good for you, is it? I’ve made you quite damp. You don’t think you’ll catch cold?”–dabbing at his shoulder with her handkerchief.

He took her hand and stayed it.

“There is nothing in this world,” he said gravely “that I would so gladly do as help you, Cynthia. Will you believe this, and treat me from this stand-point only?”