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The Sudden Sixties
by
Hannah, who had her own notion of humour, would reply, “The better to clothe you, my dear.”
Her girlhood friends she saw seldom. Two of them had married. One was a spinster of forty. They had all moved to the south side during the period of popularity briefly enjoyed by that section in the late ’90s. Hannah had no time for their afternoon affairs. At night she was too tired or too busy for outside diversions. When they met her they said, “Hannah Winter, you don’t grow a day older. How do you do it!”
“Hard work.”
“A person never sees you. Why don’t you take an afternoon off some time? Or come in some evening? Henry was saying only yesterday that he enjoyed his talk with you so much, and that you were smarter than any man insurance agent. He said you sold him I don’t know how many thousand dollars’ worth before he knew it. Now I suppose I’ll have to go without a new fur coat this winter.”
Hannah smiled agreeably. “Well, Julia, it’s better for you to do without a new fur coat this winter than for me to do without any.”
The Clint Darrow of her girlhood dreams, grown rather paunchy and mottled now, and with the curling black hair but a sparse grizzled fringe, had belied Horace Winter’s contemptuous opinion. He was a moneyed man now, with an extravagant wife, but no children. Hannah underwrote him for a handsome sum, received his heavy compliments with a deft detachment, heard his complaints about his extravagant wife with a sympathetic expression, but no comment–and that night spent the ten minutes before she dropped off to sleep in pondering the impenetrable mysteries of the institution called marriage. She had married the solid Hermie, and he had turned out to be quicksand. She had not married the whipper-snapper Clint, and now he was one of the rich city’s rich men. Had she married him against her parents’ wishes would Clint Darrow now be complaining of her extravagance, perhaps, to some woman he had known in his youth? She laughed a little, to herself, there in the dark.
“What in the world are you giggling about, Mother?” called Marcia, who slept in the bedroom near by. Hannah occupied the davenport couch in the sitting room. There had been some argument about that. But Hannah had said she preferred it; and the boy and girl finally ceased to object. Horace in the back bedroom, Marcia in the front bedroom, Hannah in the sitting room. She made many mistakes like that. So, then, “What in the world are you giggling about, Mother?”
“Only a game,” answered Hannah, “that some people were playing to-day.”
“A new game?”
“Oh, my, no!” said Hannah, and laughed again. “It’s old as the world.”
Hannah was forty-seven when Marcia married. Marcia married well. Not brilliantly, of course, but well. Edward was with the firm of Gaige & Hoe, Importers. He had stock in the company and an excellent salary, with prospects. With Horace away at the engineering school Hannah’s achievement of Marcia’s trousseau was an almost superhuman feat. But it was a trousseau complete. As they selected the monogrammed linens, the hand-made lingerie, the satin-covered down quilts, the smart frocks, Hannah thought, quite without bitterness, of the wine-coloured silk. Marcia was married in white. She was blonde, with a fine fair skin, in her father’s likeness, and she made a picture-book bride. She and Ed took a nice little six-room apartment on Hyde Park Boulevard, near the Park and the lake. There was some talk of Hannah’s coming to live with them but she soon put that right.
“No,” she had said, at once. “None of that. No flat was ever built that was big enough for two families.”
“But you’re not a family, Mother. You’re us.”
Hannah, though, was wiser than that.
She went up to Madison for Horace’s commencement. He was very proud of his youthful looking, well-dressed, intelligent mother. He introduced her, with pride, to the fellows. But there was more than pride in his tone when he brought up Louise. Hannah knew then, at once. Horace had said that he would start to pay back his mother for his university training with the money earned from his very first job. But now he and Hannah had a talk. Hannah hid her own pangs–quite natural pangs of jealousy and something very like resentment.