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But that was not the end of it, as I discovered when Uncle Dick gave me his confidence. One evening I went over and, piloted by the sound of shrieks and laughter, found Uncle Dick careering about the garden, pursued by half a dozen schoolgirls who were pelting him with overblown roses. At sight of the master my pupils instantly became prim and demure and, gathering up their flowery spoil, they beat a hasty retreat down the lane.

“Those little girls are very sweet,” said Uncle Dick abruptly. “Little blossoms of life! Have you ever wondered, Master, why I haven’t some of my own blooming about the old place instead of just looking over the fence of other men’s gardens, coveting their human roses?”

“Yes, I have,” I answered frankly. “It has been a puzzle to me why you, Uncle Dick, who seem to me fitted above all men I have ever known for love and husbandhood and fatherhood, should have elected to live your life alone.”

“It has not been a matter of choice,” said Uncle Dick gently. “We can’t always order our lives as we would, Master. I loved a woman once and she loved me. And we love each other still. Do you think I could bear life else? I’ve an interest in it that the Bayside folk know nothing of. It has kept youth in my heart and joy in my soul through long, lonely years. And it’s not ended yet, Master–it’s not ended yet! Some day I hope to bring a wife here to my old house–my wife, my rose of joy!”

He was silent for a space, gazing at the stars. I too kept silence, fearing to intrude into the holy places of his thought, although I was tingling with interest in this unsuspected outflowering of romance in Uncle Dick’s life.

After a time he said gently,

“Shall I tell you about it, Master? I mean, do you care to know?”

“Yes,” I answered, “I do care to know. And I shall respect your confidence, Uncle Dick.”

“I know that. I couldn’t tell you, otherwise,” he said. “I don’t want the Bayside folk to know–it would be a kind of desecration. They would laugh and joke me about it, as they tease other people, and I couldn’t bear that. Nobody in Bayside knows or suspects, unless it’s old Joe Hammond at the post office. And he has kept my secret, or what he knows of it, well. But somehow I feel that I’d like to tell you, Master.

“Twenty-five years ago I loved Rose Lawrence. The Lawrences lived where you are boarding now. There was just the father, a sickly man, and Rose, my “Rose of joy,” as I called her, for I knew my Emerson pretty well even then. She was sweet and fair, like a white rose with just a hint of pink in its cup. We loved each other, but we couldn’t marry then. My mother was an invalid, and one time, before I had learned to care for Rose, she, the mother, had asked me to promise her that I’d never marry as long as she lived. She didn’t think then that she would live long, but she lived for twenty years, Master, and she held me to my promise all the time. Yes, it was hard”–for I had given an indignant exclamation–“but you see, Master, I had promised and I had to keep my word. Rose said I was right in doing it. She said she was willing to wait for me, but she didn’t know, poor girl, how long the waiting was to be. Then her father’s health failed completely, and the doctor ordered him to another climate. They went to California. That was a hard parting, Master. But we promised each other that we would be true, and we have been. I’ve never seen my Rose of joy since then, but I’ve had a letter from her every week. When the mother died, five years ago, I wanted to move to California and marry Rose. But she wrote that her father was so poorly she couldn’t marry me yet. She has to wait on him every minute, and he’s restless, and they move here and there–a hard life for my poor girl. So I had to take a new lease of patience, Master. One learns how to wait in twenty years. But I shall have her some day, God willing. Our love will be crowned yet. So I wait, Master, and try to keep my life and soul clean and wholesome and young for her.