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The Story Of A Valentine
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“I hope he did not give her up,” said the doctor.
“Yes, he gave her up, in a double spirit of mediaeval self-sacrifice. Looking toward the ministry, he surrendered his love as some of the old monks sacrificed love, ambition, and all other things to conscience. Looking at her happiness, he sacrificed his hopes in a more than knightly devotion to her welfare. The knights sometimes gave their lives. He gave more.
“For three years he did not trust himself to return to his home. But, having graduated and settled himself for nine months over a church, there was no reason why he shouldn’t go to see his mother again; and once in the village, the sight of the old schoolhouse and the old church revived a thousand memories that he had been endeavoring to banish. The garden walks, and especially the apple trees, that are the most unchangeable of landmarks, revived the old passion with undiminished power. He paced his room at night. He looked out at the new house of his rich neighbor. He chafed under the restraint of his vow not to think again of Jennie Morton. It was the old story of the monk who thinks the world subdued, but who finds it all at once about to assume the mastery of him. I do not know how the struggle might have ended, but it was all at once stopped from without.
“There reached him a rumor that Jennie was already the betrothed wife of a Colonel Pearson, who was her father’s partner in business. And, indeed, Colonel Pearson went in and out at Mr. Morton’s gate every evening, and the father was known to favor his suit.
“Jennie was not engaged to him, however. Three times she had refused him. The fourth time, in deference to her father’s wishes, she had consented to ‘think about it’ for a week. In truth, Henry had been at home ten days and had not called upon her, and all the hope she had cherished in that direction, and all the weary waiting, seemed in vain. When the colonel’s week was nearly out she heard that Henry was to leave in two days. In a sort of desperation she determined to accept Colonel Pearson without waiting for the time appointed for her answer. But that gentleman spoiled it all by his own overconfidence.
“For when he called, after Jennie had determined on this course, he found her so full of kindness that he hardly knew how to behave with moderation. And so he fell to flattering her, and flattering himself at the same time that he knew all the ins and outs of a girl’s heart, he complimented her on the many offers she had received.
“‘And I tell you what,’ he proceeded, ‘there are plenty of others that would lay their heads at your feet if they were only your equals. There’s that young parson–Gilbert, I think they call him–that is visiting his mother in the unpainted and threadbare-looking little house that stands behind this one. I’ve actually seen that fellow, in his rusty, musty coat, stop and look after you on the street; and every night, when I go home, he is sitting at the window that looks over this way. The poor fool is in love with you. Only think of it! And I chuckle to myself when I see him, and say, “Don’t you wish you could reach so high?” I declare, it’s funny.’
“In that one speech Colonel Pearson dashed his chances to pieces. He could not account for the sudden return of winter in Jennie Morton’s manner. And all his sunshine was powerless to dispel it, or to bring back the least approach of spring.
“Poor Jennie! You can imagine, doctor, how she paced the floor all that night. She began to understand something of the courage of Henry Gilbert’s heart, and something of the manliness of his motives. All night long she watched the light burning in the room in the widow’s house; and all night long she debated the matter until her head ached. She could reach but one conclusion: Henry was to leave the day after to-morrow. If any communication should ever be opened between them she must begin it. It was as if she had seen him drifting away from her forever, and must throw him a rope. I think even such a woman’s-right man as yourself would hardly justify her, however, in taking any step of the kind.”