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The Story in It
by
Yes, before luncheon. But Im always in a state whenexcept for some extraordinary reasonyou send such things by hand. I knew, without it, that you had come. It never fails. Im sure when youre thereIm sure when youre not.
He wiped, before the glass, his wet mustache. I see. But this morning I had an impulse.
It was beautiful. But they make me as uneasy, sometimes, your impulses, as if they were calculations; make me wonder what you have in reserve.
Because when small children are too awfully good they die? Well, I ama small child compared to youbut Im not dead yet. I cling to life.
He had covered her with his smile, but she continued grave. Im not half so much afraid when youre nasty.
Thank you! What then did you do, he asked, with my note?
You deserve that I should have spread it out on my dressing-tableor left it, better still, in Maud Blessingbournes room.
He wondered while he laughed. Oh, but what does shedeserve?
It was her gravity that continued to answer. Yesit would probably kill her.
She believes so in you?
She believes so in you. So dont be toonice to her.
He was still looking, in the chimney-glass, at the state of his beardbrushing from it, with his handkerchief, the traces of wind and wet. If she also then prefers me when Im nasty, it seems to me I ought to satisfy her. Shall I now, at any rate, see her?
Shes so like a pea on a pan over the possibility of it that shes pulling herself together in her room.
Oh, then, we must try and keep her together. But why, graceful, tender, pretty tooquite, or almostas she is, doesnt she remarry?
Mrs. Dyott appearedand as if the first timeto look for the reason. Because she likes too many men.
It kept up his spirits. And how many maya lady like?
In order not to like any of them too much? Ah, that, you know, I never found outand its too late now. When, she presently pursued, did you last see her?
He really had to think. Would it have been since last November or so?somewhere or other where we spent three days.
Oh, at Surredge? I know all about that. I thought you also met afterwards.
He had again to recall. So we did! Wouldnt it have been some-where at Christmas? But it wasnt by arrangement! he laughed, giving with his forefinger a little pleasant nick to his hostesss chin. Then as if something in the way she received this attention put him back to his question of a moment before. Have you kept my note?
She held him with her pretty eyes. Do you want it back?
Ah, dont speak as if I did take things!
She dropped her gaze to the fire. No, you dont; not even the hard things a really generous nature often would. She quitted, however, as if to forget that, the chimney-place. I put it there!
Youve burnt it? Good! It made him easier, but he noticed the next moment on a table the lemon-colored volume left there by Mrs. Blessingbourne, and, taking it up for a look, immediately put it down. You might, while you were about it, have burnt that too.
Youve read it?
Dear, yes. And you?
No, said Mrs. Dyott; it wasnt for me Maud brought it.
It pulled her visitor up. Mrs. Blessingbourne brought it?
For such a day as this. But she wondered. How you look! Is it so awful?
Oh, like his others. Something had occurred to him; his thought was already far. Does she know?
Why, anything.
But the door opened too soon for Mrs. Dyott, who could only murmur quickly