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The Saving Grace
by
This was ridiculous enough, but it would hardly have affected anyone but crusty old cranks who delight in talking about “young fools,” were it not for the fact that Severne was in love. And that brings us to the point of our story.
Of course he was in love in a most serious-minded fashion. He did not get much fun out of it. He brooded most of the time over lovers’ duties to each other and mankind. He had likewise an exalted conception of the sacred, holy, and lofty character of love itself. This is commendable, but handicaps a man seriously. Girls do not care for that kind of love as a steady thing. Far be it from me to insinuate that those quite angelic creatures ever actually want to be kissed; but if, by any purely accidental chance, circumstances bring it about that, without their consent or suspicion, a brute of a man might surprise them awfully–well, said brute does not gain much by not springing the surprise. Being adored on a pedestal is nice–in public. So you must see that Severne’s status in ordinary circumstances would be precarious. Conceive his fearful despair at finding his heart irrevocably committed to a young lady as serious-minded as himself, equally lacking in humour, and devoted mind and soul to the romantic or idealistic school of fiction! They often discussed the point seriously and heatedly. Each tried conscientiously to convert the other. As usual, the attempt, after a dozen protracted interviews, ended in the girl’s losing her temper. This made Severne angry. Girls are so unreasonable!
“What do you suppose I care how your foolish imaginary people brush their teeth and button their suspenders and black their boots? I know how old man Smith opposite does, and that is more than enough for me!” she cried.
“The insight into human nature expresses itself thus,” he argued, gloomily.
“Rubbish!” she rejoined. “The idea of a man’s wasting the talents heaven has given him in describing as minutely and accurately as he can all the nasty, little, petty occurrences of everyday life! It is sordid!”
“The beautiful shines through the dreariness, as it does in the real life people live,” he objected, stubbornly.
“The beautiful is in the imagination,” she cried, with some heat; “and the imagination is God-given; it is the only direct manifestation of the divine on earth. Without imagination no writing can have life.”
As this bordered on sentiment, abhorred of realism, Severne muttered something that sounded like “fiddlesticks.” They discussed the relation of imagination to literature on this latter basis. At the conclusion of the discussion, Miss Melville, for that was her name, delivered the following ultimatum:
“Well, I tell you right now, Robert Severne, that I’ll never marry a man who has not more soul in him than that. I am very much disappointed in you. I had thought you possessed of more nobility of character!”
“Don’t say that, Lucy,” he begged, in genuine alarm. Serious-minded youths never know enough not to believe what a girl says.
“I will say that, and I mean it! I never want to see you again!”
“Does that mean that our engagement is broken?” he stammered, not daring to believe his ears.
“I should think, sir, that a stronger hint would be unnecessary.”
He bowed his head miserably. “Isn’t there anything I can do, Lucy? I don’t want to be sent off like this. I do love you!”
She considered. “Yes, there is,” she said, after a moment. “You can write a romantic story and publish it in a magazine. Then, and not until then, will I forgive you.”
She turned coldly, and began to examine a photograph on the mantelpiece. After an apparently interminable period, receiving no reply, she turned sharply.
“Well!” she demanded.
Now, in the interval, Severne had been engaged in building a hasty but interesting mental pose. He had recalled to mind numerous historical and fictitious instances in which the man has been tempted by the woman to depart from his heaven-born principles. In some of these instances, when the woman had tempted successfully, the man had dwelt thenceforth in misery and died in torment, amid the execrations of mankind. In others, having resisted the siren, he had glowed with a high and exalted happiness, and finally had ascended to upper regions between applauding ranks of angels–which was not realism in the least. Art, said Severne to himself, is an enduring truth. Human passions are misleading. Self-sacrifice is noble. He resolved on the spot to become a martyr to his art.