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Still no footsteps came. The horse in the stable close by was still shuffling his hoof on the cobbles. No other sound . . .

Very stealthily I hoisted myself up on the sill again, listened, dropped inside, and tip-toed my way to the door. The candles were still burning in the Room of Mirrors. And by the light of them, as I entered, Gervase stepped to meet me.

“Ah, it’s you,” I stammered. “I heard–that is, I thought–“

And with that I saw–recognised with a catch of the breath–that the figure I spoke to was not Gervase, but my own reflected image, stepping forward with pale face and ghastly from a mirror. Yet a moment before I could have sworn it was Gervase.

Gervase lay stretched on the hearthrug with his hand towards the fire. I caught up a candle, and bent over him. His features were not to be recognised.

As I straightened myself up, with the candle in my hand, for an instant those features, obliterated in the flesh, gazed at me in a ring, a hundred times repeated behind a hundred candles. And again, at a second glance, I saw that the face was not Gervase’s but my own.

I set down the candle and made off, closing the door behind me. The horror of it held me by the hair, but I flung it off and pelted down the lane and through the mews. Once in the street I breathed again, pulled myself together, and set off at a rapid walk, southwards, but not clearly knowing whither.

As a matter of fact, I took the line by which I had come: with the single difference that I made straight into Berkeley Square through Bruton Street. I had, I say, no clear purpose in following this line rather than another. I had none for taking Lennox Gardens on the way to my squalid lodgings in Chelsea. I had a purpose, no doubt; but will swear it only grew definite as I came in sight of the lamp still burning beneath Gervase’s portico.

There was a figure, too, under the lamp–the butler–bending there and rolling up the strip of red carpet. As he pulled its edges from the frozen snow I came on him suddenly.

“Oh, it’s you, Sir!” He stood erect, and with the air of a man infinitely relieved.

“Gervase!”

The door opened wide and there stood Elaine in her ball-gown, a-glitter with diamonds.

“Gervase, dear, where have you been? We have been terribly anxious–“

She said it, looking straight down on me–on me–who stood in my tattered clothes in the full glare of the lamp. And then I heard the butler catch his breath, and suddenly her voice trailed off in wonder and pitiful disappointment.

“It’s not Gervase! It’s Reg–Mr. Travers. I beg your pardon. I thought–“

But I passed up the steps and stood before her: and said, as she drew back–

“There has been an accident. Gervase has shot himself.” I turned to the butler. “You had better run to the police station. Stay: take this revolver. It won’t count anything as evidence: but I ask you to examine it and make sure all the chambers are loaded.”

A thud in the hall interrupted me. I ran in and knelt beside Elaine, and as I stooped to lift her–as my hand touched her hair–this was the jealous question on my lips–

“What has she to do with it. It is I who cannot do without him–who must miss him always!”