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“Take care, Gervase.”

“My good Sir, don’t miss my point. Wasn’t I just as indignant with W–? If I’d been warned off Newmarket Heath, if I’d been shown the door of the hell we’re sitting in, shouldn’t I feel just as you are feeling? Try to understand!”

“You forget Elaine, I think.”

“No: I do not forget Elaine. We left College: I to add money to money in my father’s office; you to display your accomplishments in spending what your father had earned. That was the extent of the difference. To both of us, money and the indulgence it buys meant everything in life. All I can boast of is the longer sight. The office-hours were a nuisance, I admit: but I was clever enough to keep my hold on the old set; and then, after office-hours, I met you constantly, and studied and hated you–studied you because I hated you. Elaine came between us. You fell in love with her. That I, too, should fall in love with her was no coincidence, but the severest of logic. Given such a woman and two such men, no other course of fate is conceivable. She made it necessary for me to put hate into practice. If she had not offered herself, why, then it would have been somebody else: that’s all. Good Lord!” he rapped the table, and his voice rose for the first time above its level tone of exposition, “you don’t suppose all my study– all my years of education–were to be wasted!”

He checked himself, eyed me again, and resumed in his old voice–

“You wanted money by this time. I was a solicitor–your old college friend–and you came to me. I knew you would come, as surely as I knew you would not fire that pistol just now. For years I had trained myself to look into your mind and anticipate its working. Don’t I tell you that from the first you were the only real creature this world held for me? You were my only book, and I had to learn you: at first without fixed purpose, then deliberately. And when the time came I put into practice what I knew: just that and no more. My dear Reggie, you never had a chance.”

“Elaine?” I muttered again.

“Elaine was the girl for you–or for me: just that again and no more.”

“By George!” said I, letting out a laugh. “If I thought that!”

“What?”

“Why, that after ruining me, you have missed being happy!”

He sighed impatiently, and his eyes, though he kept them fastened on mine, seemed to be tiring. “I thought,” he said, “I could time your intelligence over any fence. But to-night there’s something wrong. Either I’m out of practice or your brain has been going to the deuce. What, man! You’re shying at every bank! Is it drink, hey? Or hunger?”

“It might be a little of both,” I answered. “But stay a moment and let me get things straight. I stood between you and Elaine–no, give me time–between you and your aims, whatever they were. Very well. You trod over me; or, rather, you pulled me up by the roots and pitched me into outer darkness to rot. And now it seems that, after all, you are not content. In the devil’s name, why?”

“Why? Oh, cannot you see? . . . Take a look at these mirrors again– our world, I tell you. See–you and I–you and I–always you and I! Man, I pitched you into darkness as you say, and then I woke and knew the truth–that you were necessary to me.”

“Hey?”

“I can’t do without you!” It broke from him in a cry. “So help me God, Reggie, it is the truth!”

I stared in his face for half a minute maybe, and broke out laughing. “Jeshurun waxed fat and–turned sentimental! A nice copy-book job you make of it, too!”