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“Rubia, you!” he cried. “What is it? What happened? Oh, I remember, Unzar–we fought. Oh, my God, how we fought! But you—-What brought you here?”

“Thank Heaven,” she murmured, “you are better. You are not so badly wounded. As he fell he must have dragged you with him, and your head struck the threshold of the doorway.”

“Is he badly hurt? Will he recover?”

“I hope so. But you are safe.”

“But what brought you here?”

“Love,” she cried; “my love for you. What I suffered after you had gone! Felipe, I have fought, too. Pride was strong at first, and it was pride that made me send Unzar after you. I told him what had happened. I hounded him to hunt you down. Then when he had gone my battle began. Ah, dearest, dearest, it all came back, our days together, the life we led, knowing no other word but love, thinking no thoughts that were not of each other. And love conquered. Unzar was not a week gone before I followed him–to call him back, to shield you, to save you from his fury. I came all but too late, and found you both half dead. My brother and my lover, your body across his, your blood mingling with his own. But not too late to love you back to life again. Your life is mine now, Felipe. I love you, I love you.” She clasped her hands together and pressed them to her cheek. “Ah, if you knew,” she cried; “if you could only look into my heart. Pride is nothing; good name is nothing; friends are nothing. Oh, it is a glory to give them all for love, to give up everything; to surrender, to submit, to cry to one’s heart: ‘Take me; I am as wax. Take me; conquer me; lead me wherever you will. All is well lost so only that love remains.’ And I have heard all that has happened–this other one, the Senorita Buelna, how that she for bade you her lands. Let her go; she is not worthy of your love, cold, selfish—-“

“Stop!” cried Felipe, “you shall say no more evil of her. It is enough.”

“Felipe, you love her yet?”

“And always, always will.”

“She who has cast you off; she who disdains you, who will not suffer you on her lands? And have you come to be so low, so base and mean as that?”

“I have sunk no lower than a woman who could follow after a lover who had grown manifestly cold.”

“Ah,” she answered sadly, “if I could so forget my pride as to follow you, do not think your reproaches can touch me now.” Then suddenly she sank at the bedside and clasped his hand in both of hers. Her beautiful hair, unbound, tumbled about her shoulders; her eyes, swimming with tears, were turned up to his; her lips trembled with the intensity of her passion. In a voice low, husky, sweet as a dove’s, she addressed him. “Oh, dearest, come back to me; come back to me. Let me love you again. Don’t you see my heart is breaking? There is only you in all the world for me. I was a proud woman once. See now what I have brought myself to. Don’t let it all be in vain. If you fail me now, think how it will be for me afterward–to know that I–I, Rubia Ytuerate, have begged the love of a man and begged in vain. Do you think I could live knowing that?” Abruptly she lost control of herself. She caught him about the neck with both her arms. Almost incoherently her words rushed from her tight-shut teeth.

“Ah, I can make you love me. I can make you love me,” she cried. “You shall come back to me. You are mine, and you cannot help but come back.”

“Por Dios, Rubia,” he ejaculated, “remember yourself. You are out of your head.”