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The Rawhide
by
“What you do with yourself all day to-day?” he occasionally inquired.
“Oh, there’s lots to do,” she would answer, a trifle listlessly; and this reply always seemed quite to satisfy his interest in the subject.
Senor Johnson, with a curiously instant transformation often to be observed among the adventurous, settled luxuriously into the state of being a married man. Its smallest details gave him distinct and separate sensations of pleasure.
“I plumb likes it all,” he said. “I likes havin’ interest in some fool geranium plant, and I likes worryin’ about the screen doors and all the rest of the plumb foolishness. It does me good. It feels like stretchin’ your legs in front of a good warm fire.”
The centre, the compelling influence of this new state of affairs, was undoubtedly Estrella, and yet it is equally to be doubted whether she stood for more than the suggestion. Senor Johnson conducted his entire life with reference to his wife. His waking hours were concerned only with the thought of her, his every act revolved in its orbit controlled by her influence. Nevertheless she, as an individual human being, had little to do with it. Senor Johnson referred his life to a state of affairs he had himself invented and which he called the married state, and to a woman whose attitude he had himself determined upon and whom he designated as his wife. The actual state of affairs–whatever it might be–he did not see; and the actual woman supplied merely the material medium necessary to the reality of his idea. Whether Estrella’s eyes were interested or bored, bright or dull, alert or abstracted, contented or afraid, Senor Johnson could not have told you. He might have replied promptly enough–that they were happy and loving. That is the way Senor Johnson conceived a wife’s eyes.
The routine of life, then, soon settled. After breakfast the Senor insisted that his wife accompany him on a short tour of inspection. “A little pasear,” he called it, “just to get set for the day.” Then his horse was brought, and he rode away on whatever business called him. Like a true son of the alkali, he took no lunch with him, nor expected his horse to feed until his return. This was an hour before sunset. The evening passed as has been described. It was all very simple.
When the business hung close to the ranch house–as in the bronco busting, the rebranding of bought cattle, and the like–he was able to share his wife’s day. Estrella conducted herself dreamily, with a slow smile for him when his actual presence insisted on her attention. She seemed much given to staring out over the desert. Senor Johnson, appreciatively, thought he could understand this. Again, she gave much leisure to rocking back and forth on the low, wide veranda, her hands idle, her eyes vacant, her lips dumb. Susie O’Toole had early proved incompatible and had gone.
“A nice, contented, home sort of a woman,” said Senor Johnson.
One thing alone besides the deserts on which she never seemed tired of looking, fascinated her. Whenever a beef was killed for the uses of the ranch, she commanded strips of the green skin. Then, like a child, she bound them and sewed them and nailed them to substances particularly susceptible to their constricting power. She choked the necks of green gourds, she indented the tender bark of cottonwood shoots, she expended an apparently exhaustless ingenuity on the fabrication of mechanical devices whose principle answered to the pulling of the drying rawhide. And always along the adobe fence could be seen a long row of potatoes bound in skin, some of them fresh and smooth and round; some sweating in the agony of squeezing; some wrinkled and dry and little, the last drops of life tortured out of them. Senor Johnson laughed good-humouredly at these toys, puzzled to explain their fascination for his wife.