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The Pilot Of Belle Amour
by
“Mon Dieu!” said the pilot, his hand catching the smoke away from between them, “you are a droll man; you have a wonderful mind. You are cold like ice, and still there is in you a look of fire.”
“Sit down,” answered Pierre quietly, “and tell me all. Perhaps I could think it out little by little; but it might take too long–and what is the good?”
Slowly Gaspard obeyed. Both hands rested on his knees, and he stared abstractedly into the fire. Pierre thrust forward the tobacco-bag. His hand lifted, took the tobacco, and then his eyes came keenly to Pierre’s. He was about to speak…. “Fill your pipe first,” said the half-breed coolly. The old man did so abstractedly. When the pipe was lighted, Pierre said: “Now!”
“I have never told the story, never–not even to Pere Corraine. But I know, I have it here”–he put his hand to his forehead, as did Pierre–“that you will be silent.” Pierre nodded.
“She was fine to see. Her eyes were black as beads; and when she laugh it was all music. I was so happy! We lived on the island of the Aux Coudres, far up there at Quebec. It was a wild place. There were smugglers and others there–maybe pirates. But she was like a saint of God among all. I was lucky man. I was pilot, and took ships out to sea, and brought them in safe up the gulf. It is not all easy, for there are mad places. Once or twice when a wild storm was on I could not land at Cap Martin, and was carried out to sea and over to France…. Well, that was not so bad; there was plenty to eat and drink, nothing to do. But when I marry it was differen’. I was afraid of being carried away and leave my wife–the belle Mamette–alone long time. You see, I was young, and she was ver’ beautiful.”
He paused and caught his hand over his mouth as though to stop a sound: the lines of his face deepened. Presently he puffed his pipe so hard that the smoke and the sparks hid him in a cloud through which he spoke. “When the child was born–Holy Mother! have you ever felt the hand of your own child in yours, and looked at the mother, as she lies there all pale and shining between the quilts?”
He paused. Pierre’s eyes dropped to the floor. Gaspard continued: “Well, it is a great thing, and the babe was born quick one day when we were all alone. A thing like that gives you wonder. Then I could not bear to go away with the ships, and at last I said: ‘One month, and then the ice fills the gulf, and there will be no more ships for the winter. That will be the last for me. I will be pilot no more-no.’ She was ver’ happy, and a laugh ran over her little white teeth. Mon Dieu, I stop that laugh pretty quick–in fine way!”
He seemed for an instant to forget his great trouble, and his face went to warm sunshine like a boy’s; but it was as sun playing on a scarred fortress. Presently the light faded out of his face and left it like iron smouldering from the bellows.
“Well,” he said, “you see there was a ship to go almost the last of the season, and I said to my wife, ‘Mamette, it is the last time I shall be pilot. You must come with me and bring the child, and they will put us off at Father Point, and then we will come back slow to the village on the good Ste. Anne and live there ver’ quiet.’ When I say that to her she laugh back at me and say, ‘Beau! beau!’ and she laugh in the child’s eyes, and speak–nom de Dieu! she speak so gentle and light–and say to the child: ‘Would you like go with your father a pretty journey down the gulf?’ And the little child laugh back at her, and shake its soft brown hair over its head. They were both so glad to go. I went to the captain of the ship. I say to him, ‘I will take my wife and my little child, and when we come to Father Point we will go ashore.’ Bien, the captain laugh big, and it was all right. That was long time ago–long time.”