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The Only Rose
by
Mrs. Bickford smiled approvingly. John’s mother looked for her good opinion, no doubt, but it was very proper for John to have told his prospects himself, and in such a pretty way. There was no shilly-shallying about the boy.
“My gracious!” said John suddenly. “I’d like to have drove right by the burying-ground. I forgot we wanted to stop.”
Strange as it may appear, Mrs. Bickford herself had not noticed the burying-ground, either, in her excitement and pleasure; now she felt distressed and responsible again, and showed it in her face at once. The young man leaped lightly to the ground, and reached for the flowers.
“Here, you just let me run up with ’em,” he said kindly. “‘T is hot in the sun to-day, an’ you’ll mind it risin’ the hill. We’ll stop as I fetch you back to-night, and you can go up comfortable an’ walk the yard after sundown when it’s cool, an’ stay as long as you’re a mind to. You seem sort of tired, aunt.”
“I don’t know but what I will let you carry ’em,” said Mrs. Bickford slowly.
To leave the matter of the rose in the hands of fate seemed weakness and cowardice, but there was not a moment for consideration. John was a smiling fate, and his proposition was a great relief. She watched him go away with a terrible inward shaking, and sinking of pride. She had held the flowers with so firm a grasp that her hands felt weak and numb, and as she leaned back and shut her eyes she was afraid to open them again at first for fear of knowing the bouquets apart even at that distance, and giving instructions which she might regret. With a sudden impulse she called John once or twice eagerly; but her voice had a thin and piping sound, and the meditative early crickets that chirped in the fresh summer grass probably sounded louder in John’s ears. The bright light on the white stones dazzled Mrs. Bickford’s eyes; and then all at once she felt light-hearted, and the sky seemed to lift itself higher and wider from the earth, and she gave a sigh of relief as her messenger came back along the path. “I know who I do hope’s got the right one,” she said to herself. “There, what a touse I be in! I don’t see what I had to go and pick the old rose for, anyway.”
“I declare, they did look real handsome, aunt,” said John’s hearty voice as he approached the chaise. “I set ’em up just as you told me. This one fell out, an’ I kept it. I don’t know’s you’ll care. I can give it to Lizzie.”
He faced her now with a bright, boyish look. There was something gay in his buttonhole,–it was the red rose.
Aunt Bickford blushed like a girl. “Your choice is easy made,” she faltered mysteriously, and then burst out laughing, there in front of the burying-ground. “Come, get right in, dear,” she said. “Well, well! I guess the rose was made for you; it looks very pretty in your coat, John.”
She thought of Albert, and the next moment the tears came into her old eyes. John was a lover, too.
“My first husband was just such a tall, straight young man as you be,” she said as they drove along. “The flower he first give me was a rose.”