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The Only Rose
by
“I’m sure you always speak well of him,” said Miss Pendexter. “‘T was a pity he hadn’t got among good business men, who could push his inventions an’ do all the business part.”
“I was left very poor an’ needy for them next few years,” said Mrs. Bickford mournfully; “but he never’d give up but what he should die worth his fifty thousand dollars. I don’t see now how I ever did get along them next few years without him; but there, I always managed to keep a pig, an’ sister Eliza gave me my potatoes, and I made out somehow. I could dig me a few greens, you know, in spring, and then ‘t would come strawberry-time, and other berries a-followin’ on. I was always decent to go to meetin’ till within the last six months, an’ then I went in bad weather, when folks wouldn’t notice; but ‘t was a rainy summer, an’ I managed to get considerable preachin’ after all. My clothes looked proper enough when ‘t was a wet Sabbath. I often think o’ them pinched days now, when I’m left so comfortable by Mr. Bickford.”
“Yes ‘m, you’ve everything to be thankful for,” said Miss Pendexter, who was as poor herself at that moment as her friend had ever been, and who could never dream of venturing upon the support and companionship of a pig. “Mr. Bickford was a very personable man,” she hastened to say, the confidences were so intimate and interesting.
“Oh, very,” replied Mrs. Bickford; “there was something about him that was very marked. Strangers would always ask who he was as he come into meetin’. His words counted; he never spoke except he had to. ‘T was a relief at first after Mr. Wallis’s being so fluent; but Mr. Wallis was splendid company for winter evenings,–‘t would be eight o’clock before you knew it. I didn’t use to listen to it all, but he had a great deal of information. Mr. Bickford was dreadful dignified; I used to be sort of meechin’ with him along at the first, for fear he’d disapprove of me; but I found out ‘twa’n’t no need; he was always just that way, an’ done everything by rule an’ measure. He hadn’t the mind of my other husbands, but he was a very dignified appearing man; he used ‘most always to sleep in the evenin’s, Mr. Bickford did.”
“Them is lovely bo’quets, certain!” exclaimed Miss Pendexter. “Why, I couldn’t tell ’em apart; the flowers are comin’ out just right, aren’t they?”
Mrs. Bickford nodded assent, and then, startled by sudden recollection, she cast a quick glance at the rose in the window.
“I always seem to forget about your first husband, Mr. Fraley,” Miss Pendexter suggested bravely. “I’ve often heard you speak of him, too, but he’d passed away long before I ever knew you.”
“He was but a boy,” said Mrs. Bickford. “I thought the world was done for me when he died, but I’ve often thought since ‘t was a mercy for him. He come of a very melancholy family, and all his brothers an’ sisters enjoyed poor health; it might have been his lot. Folks said we was as pretty a couple as ever come into church; we was both dark, with black eyes an’ a good deal o’ color,–you wouldn’t expect it to see me now. Albert was one that held up his head, and looked as if he meant to own the town, an’ he had a good word for everybody. I don’t know what the years might have brought.”
There was a long pause. Mrs. Bickford leaned over to pick up a heavy-headed Guelder-rose that had dropped on the floor.
“I expect ‘t was what they call fallin’ in love,” she added, in a different tone; “he wa’n’t nothin’ but a boy, an’ I wa’n’t nothin’ but a girl, but we was dreadful happy. He didn’t favor his folks,–they all had hay-colored hair and was faded-looking, except his mother; they was alike, and looked alike, an’ set everything by each other. He was just the kind of strong, hearty young man that goes right off if they get a fever. We was just settled on a little farm, an’ he’d have done well if he’d had time; as it was, he left debts. He had a hasty temper, that was his great fault, but Albert had a lovely voice to sing; they said there wa’n’t no such tenor voice in this part o’ the State. I could hear him singin’ to himself right out in the field a-ploughin’ or hoein’, an’ he didn’t know it half o’ the time, no more ‘n a common bird would. I don’t know’s I valued his gift as I ought to, but there was nothin’ ever sounded so sweet to me. I ain’t one that ever had much fancy, but I knowed Albert had a pretty voice.”