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“So I thought ‘t was a good opportunity to just stop an’ see if the lot was in good order,–last spring Mr. Wallis’s stone hove with the frost; an’ so I could take these flowers.” She gave a sigh. “I ain’t one that can bear flowers in a close room,–they bring on a headache; but I enjoy ’em as much as anybody to look at, only you never know what to put ’em in. If I could be out in the mornin’ sun, as some do, and keep flowers in the house, I should have me a gardin, certain,” and she sighed again.

“A garden’s a sight o’ care, but I don’t begrudge none o’ the care I give to mine. I have to scant on flowers so ‘s to make room for pole beans,” said Miss Pendexter gayly. She had only a tiny strip of land behind her house, but she always had something to give away, and made riches out of her narrow poverty. “A few flowers gives me just as much pleasure as more would,” she added. “You get acquainted with things when you’ve only got one or two roots. My sweet-williams is just like folks.”

“Mr. Bickford was partial to sweet-williams,” said Mrs. Bickford. “I never knew him to take notice of no other sort of flowers. When we’d be over to Eliza’s, he’d walk down her gardin, an’ he’d never make no comments until he come to them, and then he’d say, ‘Those is sweet-williams.’ How many times I’ve heard him!”

“You ought to have a sprig of ’em for his bo’quet,” suggested Miss Pendexter.

“Yes, I’ve put a sprig in,” said her companion.

At this moment Miss Pendexter took a good look at the bouquets, and found that they were as nearly alike as careful hands could make them. Mrs. Bickford was evidently trying to reach absolute impartiality.

“I don’t know but you think it’s foolish to tie ’em up this afternoon,” she said presently, as she wound the first with a stout string. “I thought I could put ’em in a bucket o’ water out in the shed, where there’s a draught o’ air, and then I should have all my time in the morning. I shall have a good deal to do before I go. I always sweep the setting-room and front entry Wednesdays. I want to leave everything nice, goin’ away for all day so. So I meant to get the flowers out o’ the way this afternoon. Why, it’s most half past four, ain’t it? But I sha’n’t pick the rose till mornin’; ‘t will be blowed out better then.”

“The rose?” questioned Miss Pendexter. “Why, are you goin’ to pick that, too?”

“Yes, I be. I never like to let ’em fade on the bush. There, that’s just what’s a-troublin’ me,” and she turned to give a long, imploring look at the friend who sat beside her. Miss Pendexter had moved her chair before the table in order to be out of the way of the sun. “I don’t seem to know which of ’em ought to have it,” said Mrs. Bickford despondently. “I do so hate to make a choice between ’em; they all had their good points, especially Mr. Bickford, and I respected ’em all. I don’t know but what I think of one on ’em ‘most as much as I do of the other.”

“Why, ’tis difficult for you, ain’t it?” responded Miss Pendexter. “I don’t know’s I can offer advice.”

“No, I s’pose not,” answered her friend slowly, with a shadow of disappointment coming over her calm face. “I feel sure you would if you could, Abby.”

Both of the women felt as if they were powerless before a great emergency.

“There’s one thing,–they’re all in a better world now,” said Miss Pendexter, in a self-conscious and constrained voice; “they can’t feel such little things or take note o’ slights same’s we can.”

“No; I suppose ‘t is myself that wants to be just,” answered Mrs. Bickford. “I feel under obligations to my last husband when I look about and see how comfortable he left me. Poor Mr. Wallis had his great projects, an’ perhaps if he’d lived longer he’d have made a record; but when he died he’d failed all up, owing to that patent corn-sheller he’d put everything into, and, as you know, I had to get along ‘most any way I could for the next few years. Life was very disappointing with Mr. Wallis, but he meant well, an’ used to be an amiable person to dwell with, until his temper got spoilt makin’ so many hopes an’ havin’ ’em turn out failures. He had consider’ble of an air, an’ dressed very handsome when I was first acquainted with him, Mr. Wallis did. I don’t know’s you ever knew Mr. Wallis in his prime?”