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“But I can’t help it,” she said aloud, “I am afraid. I can’t put out the light. He’s seen it. I can’t slip out the back door. He’d hear me on the crust. He’ll–ask me–to-night! Oh, he will! he will! and I said to myself I’d be cunning and never give him a chance. Oh, why couldn’t aunt Luceba have stayed? My soul! my soul!” And then the dramatic fibre, always awake in her, told her that she had found the tone she sought.

He was blanketing his horse, and Isabel had flown into the sitting-room. Her face was alive with resolution and a kind of joy. She had thought. She threw open the chest, with a trembling hand, and pulled out the black dress.

“I’m sorry,” she said, as she slipped it on over her head, and speaking as if she addressed some unseen guardian, “but I can’t help it. If you don’t want your things used, you keep him from coming in!”

The parson knocked at the door. Isabel took no notice. She was putting on the false front, the horn spectacles, the cashmere shawl, and the leghorn bonnet, with its long veil. She threw back the veil, and closed the chest. The parson knocked again. She heard him kicking the snow from his feet against the scraper. It might have betokened a decent care for her floors. It sounded to Isabel like a lover’s haste, and smote her anew with that fear which is the forerunner of action. She blew out the lamp, and lighted a candle. Then she went to the door, schooling herself in desperation to remember this, to remember that, to remember, above all things, that her under dress was red and that her upper one had no back breadth. She threw open the door.

“Good-evening”–said the parson. He was, about to add “Miss Isabel,” but the words stuck in his throat.

“She ain’t to home,” answered Isabel. “My niece ain’t to home.”

The parson had bent forward, and was eyeing her curiously, yet with benevolence. He knew all the residents within a large radius, and he expected, at another word from the shadowy masker, to recognize her also. “Will she be away long?” he hesitated.

“I guess she will,” answered Isabel promptly. “She ain’t to be relied on. I never found her so.” Her spirits had risen. She knew how exactly she was imitating aunt Luceba’s mode of speech. The tones were dramatically exact, albeit of a more resonant quality. “Auntie’s voice is like suet,” she thought. “Mine is vinegar. But I’ve got it!” A merry devil assailed her, the child of dramatic triumph. She spoke with decision: “Won’t you come in?”

The parson crossed the sill, and waited courteously for her to precede him; but Isabel thought, in time, of her back breadth, and stood aside.

“You go fust,” said she, “an’ I’ll shet the door.”

He made his way into the ill-lighted sitting-room, and began to unpin his shawl.

“I ain’t had my bunnit off sence I come,” announced Isabel, entering with some bustle, and taking her stand, until he should be seated, within the darkest corner of the hearth. “I’ve had to turn to an’ clear up, or I shouldn’t ha’ found a spot as big as a hin’s egg to sleep in to-night. Maybe you don’t know it, but my niece Isabel’s got no more faculty about a house’n I have for preachin’–not a mite.”

The parson had seated himself by the stove, and was laboriously removing his arctics. Isabel’s eyes danced behind her spectacles as she thought how large and ministerial they were. She could not see them, for the spectacles dazzled her, but she remembered exactly how they looked. Everything about him filled her with glee, now that she was safe, though within his reach. “‘Now, infidel,'” she said noiselessly, “‘I have thee on the hip!'”

The parson had settled himself in his accustomed attitude when making parochial calls. He put the tips of his fingers together, and opened conversation in his tone of mild goodwill:–