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Mrs. Bowes gave a grunt of dissatisfaction.

“Well, I think it is a pretty queer piece of business. But if you are satisfied, it isn’t anyone else’s concern, I suppose. He stayed with her till ten o’clock and when he left she did everything but kiss him–and she asked him to come back too. I heard.”

“Aunt!” protested the girl.

She felt as if her aunt were striking her blow after blow on a sensitive, quivering spot. It was bad enough to know it all, but to hear it put into such cold, brutal words was more than she could endure. It seemed to make everything so horribly sure.

“I guess I had a right to listen, hadn’t I, with such goings on in my own house? You’re a little fool, Estella Bowes! I don’t believe that LeMar girl is a bit better than she ought to be. I wish I’d never taken her to board, and if you say so, I’ll send her packing right off and not give her a chance to make mischief atween folks.”

Estella’s suffering found vent in a burst of anger.

“You needn’t do anything of the sort!” she cried.

“It’s all nonsense about Spencer–it was my fault–and anyhow, if he is so easily led away as that, I am sure I don’t want him! I wish to goodness, Aunt, you’d leave me alone!”

“Oh, very well!” returned Mrs. Bowes in an offended tone. “It was for your own good I spoke. You know best, I suppose. If you don’t care, I don’t know that anyone else need.”

Estella went about her work like one in a dream. A great hatred had sprung up in her heart against Vivienne LeMar. The simple-hearted country girl felt almost murderous. The whole day seemed like a nightmare to her. When night came she dressed herself with feverish care, for she could not quell the hope that Spencer would surely come again. But he did not; and when she went up to bed, it did not seem as if she could live through the night. She lay staring wide-eyed through the darkness until dawn. She wished that she might cry, but no tears came to her relief.

Next day she went to work with furious energy. When her usual tasks were done, she ransacked the house for other employment. She was afraid if she stopped work for a moment she would go mad. Mrs. Bowes watched her with a grim pity.

At night she walked to prayer meeting in the schoolhouse a mile away. She always went, and Spencer was generally on hand to see her home. He was not there tonight. She wished she had not come. It was dreadful to have to sit still and think. She did not hear a word the minister said.

She had to walk home with a crowd of girls and nerve herself to answer their merry sallies that no one might suspect. She was tortured by the fear that everyone knew her shame and humiliation and was pitying her. She got hysterically gay, but underneath all she was constantly trying to assign a satisfactory reason for Spencer’s nonappearance. He was often kept away, and of course he was a little cross at her yet, as was natural. If he had come before her then, she could have gone down in the very dust at his feet and implored his forgiveness.

When she reached home she went into the garden and sat down. The calm of the night soothed her. She felt happier and more hopeful. She thought over all that had passed between her and Spencer and all his loving assurances, and the recollection comforted her. She was almost happy when she went in.

Tomorrow is Sunday, she thought when she wakened in the morning. Her step was lighter and her face brighter. Mrs. Bowes seemed to be in a bad humour. Presently she said bluntly:

“Do you know that Spencer Morgan was here last night?”