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“Yes, if you feel like that you must go,” he answered, looking down at her troubled face gently. “And it’s best for you to go, Nora. I believe that, and I’m not so selfish as not to be able to hope that you’ll find all you long for. But it will change you all the more if it is so. Nora! Nora! Whatever am I going to do without you!”

The sudden passion bursting out in his tone frightened her.

“Don’t, Rob, don’t! And you won’t miss me long. There’s many another.”

“No, there isn’t. Don’t fling me that dry bone of comfort. There’s no other, and never has been any other–none but you, Nora, and well you know it.”

“I’m sorry,” she said faintly.

“You needn’t be,” said Rob grimly. “After all, I’d rather love you than not, hurt as it will. I never had much hope of getting you to listen to me, so there’s no great disappointment there. You’re too good for me–I’ve always known that. A girl that is fit to mate with the Camerons is far above Rob Fletcher, fisherman.”

“I never had such a thought,” protested Nora.

“I know it,” he said, casing himself up in his quietness again. “But it’s so–and now I’ve got to lose you. But there’ll never be any other for me, Nora.”

He left her at her father’s door. She watched his stalwart figure out of sight around the point, and raged to find tears in her eyes and a bitter yearning in her heart. For a moment she repented–she would stay–she could not go. Then over the harbour flashed out the lights of Dalveigh. The life behind them glittered, allured, beckoned. Nay, she must go on–she had made her choice. There was no turning back now.

* * * * *

Nora Shelley went away with the Camerons, and Dalveigh was deserted. Winter came down on Racicot Harbour, and the colony of fisher folk at its head gave themselves over to the idleness of the season–a time for lounging and gossipping and long hours of lazy contentment smoking in the neighbours’ chimney corners, when tales were told of the sea and the fishing. The Harbour laid itself out to be sociable in winter. There was no time for that in summer. People had to work eighteen hours out of the twenty-four then. In the winter there was spare time to laugh and quarrel, woo and wed and–were a man so minded–dream, as did Rob Fletcher in his loneliness.

In a Racicot winter much was made of small things. The arrival of Nora Shelley’s weekly letter to her father and mother was an event in the village. The post-mistress in the Cove store spread the news that it had come, and that night the Shelley kitchen would be crowded. Isobel Shelley, Nora’s younger sister, read the letter aloud by virtue of having gone to school long enough to be able to pronounce the words and tell where the places named were situated.

The Camerons had spent the autumn in New York and had then gone south for the winter. Nora wrote freely of her new life. In the beginning she admitted great homesickness, but after the first few letters she made no further mention of that. She wrote little of herself, but she described fully the places she had visited, the people she had met, the wonderful things she had seen. She sent affectionate messages to all her old friends and asked after all her old interests. But the letters came to be more and more like those of a stranger and one apart from the Racicot life, and the father and mother felt it.

“She’s changing,” muttered old Nathan. “It had to be so–it’s well for her that it is so–but it hurts. She ain’t ours any more. We’ve lost the girl, wife, lost her forever.”