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The Looker-On
by
They cut the two asunder by the light of the lanterns, and one of them, Charlie, staggered to his feet.
“I’ve got to go back!” he gasped. “You pulled too soon. There are two others.”
He dashed the blood from his face, seized a pocket flask someone held out to him, and drained it at a long gulp.
“That’s better!” he said. “That you, Fisher? Good-bye, old chap!”
The first pale light of a rising moon burst suddenly through the cloud drift.
“I’ll go myself,” Fisher abruptly said.
Even in that roar of sound they heard the boyish laugh that rang out upon the words.
“No, no, no!” shouted Charlie. “Bless you, dear fellow! But this is my job–alone. You’ve got to stay behind–you’re wanted.”
He stood a few seconds poising himself on the steps, drawing deep breaths in preparation for the coming struggle. The moonlight smote upon him. He lifted his face to it, and seemed to hesitate. Then suddenly he turned to Fisher and laid impetuous hands upon his shoulders.
“Lookers-on see most of the game,” he said. “And I’ve been one from the first, though I own I thought at one time I should like to take a hand. Go on and prosper, old boy! You’ve played a winning game all along, you know. You’re a better chap than I am, and it’s you she really cares for–always has been. That’s how I came to know what I’d got to do. I find it’s easy–thank God!–it’s very easy.”
And with that he plunged down again into the breakers. The tide was on the turn. The worst fury was over. The awful darkness had lifted.
Those who mutely watched him fancied they heard him laugh as he met the crested waves.
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Molly had spent a night of feverish restlessness. It was with a feeling of relief that she answered a tap that came at her door in the early dusk of the January morning; but she gave a start of surprise when she saw Mrs. Langdale enter.
She started up on her elbow.
“Oh, what is it? It has been a fearful night. Has something dreadful happened?” she cried.
Mrs. Langdale’s usually merry face was pale and quiet. She went quickly to the girl’s side and took her hands into a tight clasp.
“My dear,” she said, “Gerald Fisher asked me to come and tell you. There has been a wreck in the night. A vessel ran on to the rocks. There were three men on board. They could not reach them with an ordinary boat, and the life-boat was not available.”
“Go on!” gasped Molly, her eyes on her friend’s face.
Mrs. Langdale went on, with an effort.
“Charlie Cleveland–dear fellow–went out to them with a rope. He reached them, brought one safely back, returned for the others–and–and–” Her voice failed. Her hands tightened upon Molly’s; they were very cold. “He managed to get to them again,” she whispered, “but–the rope wasn’t long enough. He unlashed himself and bound them together. They pulled them ashore–both living. But–he–was lost!”
The composure suddenly forsook Mrs. Langdale’s face. She hid it on Molly’s pillow.
“Oh, Molly, that darling boy!” she cried, with a burst of tears. “And they say he went to his death–laughing.”
“He would,” Molly said, in a strange voice. “I always knew he would.”
She lay back again. Her face was suddenly pinched and grey, but she felt not the smallest desire to cry.
“I wonder why!” she presently said. “How I wonder why!”
Mrs. Langdale recovered herself with an effort. The frozen voice seemed to give her strength.
“Have we any right to ask that?” she whispered. “No one on this side can ever know.”
“Oh, I think you are wrong,” Molly said. “We can’t be meant to grope in outer darkness.”
Mrs. Langdale whispered something about “those the gods love.” She was too broken-down herself to be able to offer any solid comfort.
After a painful silence she got up and busied herself with reviving Molly’s fire, which had almost gone out. She felt as she had felt only once before in her life, and that had been ten years previously, when her only child had died suddenly. She wished passionately that she were back in Calcutta with her husband. She hated the bleak English winter, the cruel English seas.