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The Little Lonely Girl
by
“Why not beat Cleaves and get the big cup?” said she in the same cool tone. “You can if you will. You know perfectly well you can. Promise me you will.”
“Here and now?” said Willy, smiling faintly, but the light in her eyes struck a glint in his own. “Done,” he added, holding out his hand. Her clasp was cool and soft, but as firm and frank as a boy’s.
“And now,” said she, “where’s your lawn-mower?”
They had reached the head of the island, where there was a beautifully shaven sweep of lawn, but no vestige of mower; Willy’s pulses beat a thought faster, and he felt himself a master of stratagem when he suggested their searching for it in an impossible locality at the farther end if the island. He found that she could talk as well about other things as golf. There was no froth in her talk, but she was very witty; Willy, who passed for an abnormally serious young fellow, laughed several times. He confessed to her that it was more like talking to a boy than to a girl to talk to her. “I’ve always wanted to be a boy,” she laughed. “You can play I am one, if you like.”
“But I’m afraid you would miss the pretty speeches, and all that.”
“I never had any,” she answered, with her flashing smile. “Maybe when I’m presented I shall have if we have enough money next year to have me come out. But I don’t believe I shall. If you had four sisters all raving beauties and tremendously fetching, and you couldn’t even sing a song, do nothing but ride and play tennis–well, you wouldn’t expect pretty speeches!”
“Why not? You are pretty, too. You–“
She stopped him with a raised finger and a shrug of her shoulders. He wondered why he had never noticed before what lovely lines pertain to girls’ shoulders and how daintily their little heads are set on their smooth olive throats. “Plain truth, you know,” said she; “we’re playing being two boys.”
To save the situation he went on precipitately, “I dare say I know, though. I never was lucky enough to have a sister, but as I had three brothers who did everything I can’t do, I know how it feels to–to be out of it.”
“But you understand my sisters are splendid and no end nice to me.”
“So were my brothers,” said Willy loyally.
She looked at him with a quick sympathy. “I know,” she murmured. “Mr. Rivers told me. And all in one year. It must have been dreadful.”
“Yes, it was. But it was worse when my mother died.”
“Oh, yes. I was sixteen when my mother died. And I miss her so now. Don’t you?”
“Yes. I was fifteen.”
They were both silent. The weight of their piteous memories was on both young hearts, and yet in each was a sense of companionship, of the sympathy of a common pain. The tears gathered slowly in the girl’s eyes; she put her hand up her sleeve, but withdrew it empty, and the young man, taking out his own handkerchief, which had surely seen hard usage, looked disconsolately on it before tendering the freshest corner. “It’s pretty mussy, but I lost the others,” he apologized.
“And you have pockets, too! I lose handkerchiefs to an appalling extent.”
“So do I.” It was wonderful how many things they had in common–thoughts, opinions, most delightfully human of all, faults. He felt emboldened to say that it must be a great comfort to have a sister; he had always wanted one.
“They’re a good deal of a nuisance, most boys think,” said she, “but I don’t know why. I know I shouldn’t have been a nuisance to my brothers and I should rather like to have had one. We might have been pals.”
His eyes sparkled; he felt that he was about to make a proposal as daring as it was original; but he made it, clutching the lever under his hand more firmly in his agitation, yet not hesitating. “If we are going to play things, why not play you are my sister? It would be easier than being two boys. You see I should all the time be afraid of forgetting somehow and saying something unbecoming, or too rough, if we played you were a boy.”