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The Little Black Doll
by
“Oh! I want so much to hear Madame Laurin sing,” she sobbed. “I feel lak I could die easier if I hear her sing just one leetle song. She is Frenchwoman, too, and she sing all de ole French songs–de ole songs my mudder sing long ‘go. Oh! I so want to hear Madame Laurin sing.”
“But you can’t, dear Denise,” said Little Joyce very softly, stroking Denise’s hot forehead with her cool, slender hand. Little Joyce had very pretty hands, only nobody had ever noticed them. “You are not strong enough to go to the concert. I’ll sing for you, if you like. Of course, I can’t sing very well, but I’ll do my best.”
“You sing lak a sweet bird, but you are not Madame Laurin,” said Denise restlessly. “It is de great Madame I want to hear. I haf not long to live. Oh, I know, Leetle Joyce–I know what de doctor look lak–and I want to hear Madame Laurin sing ‘fore I die. I know it is impossible–but I long for it so–just one leetle song.”
Denise put her thin hands over her face and sobbed again. Little Joyce went and sat down by the window, looking out into the white birches. Her heart ached bitterly. Dear Denise was going to die soon–oh, very soon! Little Joyce, wise and knowing beyond her years, saw that. And Denise wanted to hear Madame Laurin sing. It seemed a foolish thing to think of, but Little Joyce thought hard about it; and when she had finished thinking, she got her little black doll and took it to bed with her, and there she cried herself to sleep.
At the breakfast table next morning the Marshalls talked about the concert and the wonderful Madame Laurin. Little Joyce listened in her usual silence; her crying the night before had not improved her looks any. Never, thought handsome Grandmother Marshall, had she appeared so sallow and homely. Really, Grandmother Marshall could not have the patience to look at her. She decided that she would not take Joyce driving with her and Chrissie that afternoon, as she had thought of, after all.
In the forenoon it was discovered that Denise was much worse, and the doctor was sent for. He came, and shook his head, that being really all he could do under the circumstances. When he went away, he was waylaid at the back door by a small gypsy with big, black, serious eyes and long black hair.
“Is Denise going to die?” Little Joyce asked in the blunt, straightforward fashion Grandmother Marshall found so trying.
The doctor looked at her from under his shaggy brows and decided that here was one of the people to whom you might as well tell the truth first as last, because they are bound to have it.
“Yes,” he said.
“Soon?”
“Very soon, I’m afraid. In a few days at most.”
“Thank you,” said Little Joyce gravely.
She went to her room and did something with the black doll. She did not cry, but if you could have seen her face you would have wished she would cry.
After dinner Grandmother Marshall and Chrissie drove away, and Uncle Roderick and Aunt Isabella went away, too. Little Joyce crept up to the kitchen chamber. Denise was lying in an uneasy sleep, with tear stains on her face. Then Little Joyce tiptoed down and sped away to the hotel.
She did not know just what she would say or do when she got there, but she thought hard all the way to the end of the shore road. When she came out to the shore, a lady was sitting alone on a big rock–a lady with a dark, beautiful face and wonderful eyes. Little Joyce stopped before her and looked at her meditatively. Perhaps it would be well to ask advice of this lady.
“If you please,” said Little Joyce, who was never shy with strangers, for whose opinion she didn’t care at all, “I want to see Madame Laurin at the hotel and ask her to do me a very great favour. Will you tell me the best way to go about seeing her? I shall be much obliged to you.”