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The Last Stetson
by
“Hit jes made me sick, Uncl’ Gabe, hearin’ him tell how they stretched Him out on a cross o’ wood, when He’d come down fer nothin’ but to save ’em, ‘n’ stuck a spear big as a co’n-knife into His side, ‘n’ give Him vinegar, ‘n’ let Him hang thar ‘n’ die, with His own mammy a-stand-in’ down on the groun’ a-cryin’ ‘n’ watchin’ Him. Some folks thar never heerd sech afore. The women was a-rockin’, ‘n’ ole Granny Day axed right out ef thet tuk place a long time ago; ‘n’ the rider said, ‘Yes, a long time ago, mos two thousand years.’ Granny was a-cryin’, Uncl’ Gabe, ‘n’ she said, sorter soft, ‘Stranger, let’s hope that hit hain’t so’; ‘n’ the rider says, But hit air so; n’ He fergive em while they was doin’ it.’ Thet’s whut got me, Uncl’ Gabe, ‘n’ when the woman got to singin’, somethin’ kinder broke loose hyeh”–Isom passed his hand over his thin chest–“‘n’ I couldn’t git breath. I was mos’ afeerd to ride home. I jes layed at the mill studyin’, till I thought my head would bust. I reckon hit was the spent a-work-in me. Looks like I was mos’ convicted, Uncl’ Gabe.” His voice trembled and he stopped. “Crump was a-lyin’,” he cried, suddenly. “But hit’s wuss, Und’ Gabe; hit’s wuss! You say a life fer a life in this worl’; the rider says hit’s in the next, ‘n’ I’m mis’ble, Uncl’ Gabe. Ef Rome–I wish Rome was hyeh,” he cried, helplessly. “I don’t know whut to do.”
The miller rose and limped within the mill, and ran one hand through the shifting corn. He stood in the doorway, looking long and perplexedly towards Hazlan; he finally saw, he thought, just what the lad’s trouble was. He could give him some comfort, and he got his chair and dragged it out to the door across the platform, and sat down in silence.
“Isom,” he said at last, “the Spent air shorely a-workin’ ye, ‘n’ I’m glad of it. But ye mus ‘n t worry about the penalty a-fallin’ on Rome. Steve Marcum killed Jass–he can’t fool me–‘n’ I’ve told Steve he’s got thet penalty to pay ef he gits up this trouble. I’m glad the Spent’s a-workin’ ye, but ye mus’n’ t worry ’bout Rome.”
Isom rose suddenly on one elbow, and with a moan lay back and crossed his arms over his face.
Old Gabe turned and left him.
“Git up, Isom.” It was the miller’s voice again, an hour later. “You better go home now. Ride the hoss, boy,” he and, kindly.
Isom rose, and old Gabe helped him mount, and stood at the door. The horse started, but the boy pulled him to a standstill again.
“I want to ax ye jes one thing more, Uncl’ Gabe,” he said, slowly. “S’posin’ Steve had a-killed Jass to keep him from killin’ Rome, hev he got to be damned fer it jes the same? Hev he got to give up eternal life anyways? Hain’t thar no way out’n it–no way?”
There was need for close distinction now and the miller was deliberate.
“Ef Steve shot Jass,” he said, “jes to save Rome’s life–he had the right to shoot him. Thar hain’t no doubt ’bout that. The law says so. But”–there was a judicial pause–“I’ve heerd Steve say that he hated Jass wuss’ n anybody on earth, ‘cept old Brayton; ‘n’ ef he wus glad o’ the chance o’ killin’ him, why–the Lord air merciful, Isom; the Bible air true, ‘n’ hit says an ‘eye fer an eye, a tooth fer a tooth,’ ‘n’ I never knowed hit to fail–but the Lord air merciful. Ef Steve would only jes repent, ‘n’ ef, ‘stid o’ fightin’ the Lord by takin’ human life, he’d fight fer Him by savin’ it, I reckon the Lord would fergive him. Fer ef ye lose yer life fer Him, He do say you’ll find it agin somewhar–sometime.”