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‘How can I zank you, sir!’ Her Teutonic-touched American gave him the courage to reply gallantly in German:

‘By letting me help you more seriously.’

‘Ach, mein Herr‘–she jumped responsively into German–‘it was for joy I was crying, not sorrow.’ As her American was Germanic, so was her German like the Yiddish of his remote youth, and this, adding to the sweetness of her voice, dissolved the musician’s heart within his breast. He noted now with satisfaction that her fingers were bare of rings.

‘Then I am rejoiced too,’ he ventured to reply.

She smiled pathetically, and began to walk back towards her cabin. ‘With us Jews,’ she said, ‘tears and laughter are very close.’

‘Us Jews!’ He winced a little. It was so long since he had been thus classed to his face by a stranger. But perhaps he had misinterpreted her phrase; it was her way of referring to her race, not necessarily to his.

‘It is a beautiful night,’ he murmured uneasily. But he only opened wider the flood-gates of race-feeling.

‘Yes,’ she replied simply, ‘and such a heaven of stars is beginning to arise over the night of Israel. Is it not wonderful–the transformation of our people? When I left Russia as a girl–so young,’ she interpolated with a sad smile, ‘that I had not even been married–I left a priest-ridden, paralysed people, a cringing, cowering, contorted people–I shall never forget the panic in our synagogue when a troop of Cossacks rode in with a bogus blood-accusation. Now it is a people alive with ideas and volitions; the young generation dreams noble dreams, and, what is stranger, dies to execute them. Our Bund is the soul of the Russian revolution; our self-defence bands are bringing back the days of Judas Maccabaeus. In the olden times of massacre our people fled to the synagogues to pray; now they march to the fight like men.’

They had arrived at her door, and she ended suddenly. The musician, fascinated, feared she was about to fade away within.

‘But Jews can’t fight!’ he cried, half-incredulous, half to arrest her.

‘Not fight!’ She held up the Hebrew letter. ‘They have scouts, ambulance corps, orderlies, surgeons, everything–my cousin David Ben Amram, who is little more than a boy, was told off to defend a large three-story house inhabited by the families of factory-labourers who were at work when the pogrom broke out. The poor frenzied women and children had barricaded themselves within at the first rumour, and hidden themselves in cellars and attics. My cousin had to climb to their defence over the neighbouring tiles and through a window in the roof. Soon the house was besieged by police, troops, and hooligans in devilish league. With his one Browning revolver David held them all at bay, firing from every window of the house in turn, so as to give the besiegers an impression of a large defensive force. At last his cartridges were exhausted–to procure cartridges is the greatest difficulty of our self-defence corps–they began battering in the big front-door. David, seeing further resistance was useless, calmly drew back the bolts, to the mob’s amaze, and, as it poured in, he cried: ‘Back! back! They have bombs!’ and rushed into the street, as if to escape the explosion. The others followed wildly, and in the panic David ran down a dark alley, and disappeared in search of a new post of defence. Though the door stood open, and the cowering inhabitants were at their mercy, the assailants, afraid to enter, remained for over an hour at a safe distance firing at the house, till it was riddled with bullets. They counted nearly two hundred the next day, embedded in the walls or strewn about the rooms. And not a thing had been stolen–not a hooligan had dared enter. But David is only a type of the young generation–there are hundreds of Davids equally ready to take the field against Goliath. And shall I not rejoice, shall I not exult even unto tears?’ Her eyes glowed, and the musician was kindled to equal fire. It seemed to him less a girl who was speaking than Truth and Purity and some dead muse of his own. ‘The Pale that I left,’ she went on, ‘was truly a prison. But now–now it will be the forging-place of a regenerated people! Oh, I am counting the days till I can be back!’