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Well, there was only one thing to do. I must stand by my word. Marian Lindsay was the woman I had asked to marry me, whose answer I must shortly go to receive. If that answer were “yes” I must accept the situation and banish all thought of Dorothy Armstrong’s pretty face.

Next evening at sunset I went to “Glenwood,” the Lindsay place. Doubtless, an eager lover might have gone earlier, but an eager lover I certainly was not. Probably Marian was expecting me and had given orders concerning me, for the maid who came to the door conveyed me to a little room behind the stairs–a room which, as I felt as soon as I entered it, was a woman’s pet domain. In its books and pictures and flowers it spoke eloquently of dainty femininity. Somehow, it suited the letters. I did not feel quite so much the stranger as I had felt. Nevertheless, when I heard a light footfall on the stairs my heart beat painfully. I stood up and turned to the door, but I could not look up. The footsteps came nearer; I knew that a white hand swept aside the portiere at the entrance; I knew that she had entered the room and was standing before me.

With an effort I raised my eyes and looked at her. She stood, tall and gracious, in a ruby splendour of sunset falling through the window beside her. The light quivered like living radiance over a dark proud head, a white throat, and a face before whose perfect loveliness the memory of Dorothy Armstrong’s laughing prettiness faded like a star in the sunrise, nevermore in the fullness of the day to be remembered. Yet it was not of her beauty I thought as I stood spellbound before her. I seemed to see a dim little valley full of whispering pines, and a girl standing under their shadows, looking at me with the same great, greyish-blue eyes which gazed upon me now from Marian Lindsay’s face–the same face, matured into gracious womanhood, that I had seen ten years ago; and loved–aye, loved–ever since. I took an unsteady step forward.

“Marian?” I said.

* * * * *

When I got home that night I burned Dorothy Armstrong’s photograph. The next day I went to my cousin Tom, who owns the fashionable studio of Croyden and, binding him over to secrecy, sought one of Marian’s latest photographs from him. It is the only secret I have ever kept from my wife.

Before we were married Marian told me something.

“I always remembered you as you looked that day under the pines,” she said. “I was only a child, but I think I loved you then and ever afterwards. When I dreamed my girl’s dream of love your face rose up before me. I had the advantage of you that I knew your name–I had heard of you. When Peter wrote about you I knew who you were. That was why I agreed to correspond with you. I was afraid it was a forward–an unwomanly thing to do. But it seemed my chance for happiness and I took it. I am glad I did.”

I did not answer in words, but lovers will know how I did answer.