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Kister folded and sealed the letter, got up, went to the window, lighted a pipe, thought a little, and returned to the table. He took out a small sheet of notepaper, carefully dipped his pen into the ink, but for a long while he did not begin to write, knitted his brows, lifted his eyes to the ceiling, bit the end of his pen…. At last he made up his mind, and in the course of a quarter of an hour he had composed the following:

‘Dear Avdey Ivanovitch,–Since the day of your last visit (that is, for three weeks) you have sent me no message, have not said a word to me, and have seemed to avoid meeting me. Every one is, undoubtedly, free to act as he pleases; you have chosen to break off our acquaintance, and I do not, believe me, in addressing you intend to reproach you in any way. It is not my intention or my habit to force myself upon any one whatever; it is enough for me to feel that I am not to blame in the matter. I am writing to you now from a feeling of duty. I have made an offer to Marya Sergievna Perekatov, and have been accepted by her, and also by her parents. I inform you of this fact–directly and immediately–to avoid any kind of misapprehension or suspicion. I frankly confess, sir, that I am unable to feel great concern about the good opinion of a man who himself shows so little concern for the opinions and feelings of other people, and I am writing to you solely because I do not care in this matter even to appear to have acted or to be acting underhandedly. I make bold to say, you know me, and will not ascribe my present action to any other lower motive. Addressing you for the last time, I cannot, for the sake of our old friendship, refrain from wishing you all good things possible on earth.–I remain, sincerely, your obedient servant, Fyodor Kister.’

Fyodor Fedoritch despatched this note to the address, changed his uniform, and ordered his carriage to be got ready. Light-hearted and happy, he walked up and down his little room humming, even gave two little skips in the air, twisted a book of songs into a roll, and was tying it up with blue ribbon…. The door opened, and Lutchkov, in a coat without epaulettes, with a cap on his head, came into the room. Kister, astounded, stood still in the middle of the room, without finishing the bow he was tying.

‘So you’re marrying the Perekatov girl?’ queried Avdey in a calm voice.

Kister fired up.

‘Sir,’ he began; ‘decent people take off their caps and say good-morning when they come into another man’s room.’

‘Beg pardon,’ the bully jerked out; and he took off his cap. ‘Good-morning.’

‘Good-morning, Mr. Lutchkov. You ask me if I am about to marry Miss Perekatov? Haven’t you read my letter, then?’

‘I have read your letter. You’re going to get married. I congratulate you.’

‘I accept your congratulation, and thank you for it. But I must be starting.’

‘I should like to have a few words of explanation with you, Fyodor Fedoritch.’

‘By all means, with pleasure,’ responded the good-natured fellow. ‘I must own I was expecting such an explanation. Your behaviour to me has been so strange, and I think, on my side, I have not deserved… at least, I had no reason to expect… But won’t you sit down? Wouldn’t you like a pipe?’

Lutchkov sat down. There was a certain weariness perceptible in his movements. He stroked his moustaches and lifted his eyebrows.

‘I say, Fyodor Fedoritch,’ he began at last; ‘why did you keep it up with me so long?…’

‘How do you mean?’

‘Why did you pose as such… a disinterested being, when you were just such another as all the rest of us sinners all the while?’

‘I don’t understand you…. Can I have wounded you in some way?…’