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The Downfall (La Debacle) Part 1
by
The artilleryman rose, and drawing his chair to the window, stationed himself there beside her. The deep peacefulness of the night was instinct with the breathing of the multitude that lay lost in slumber there, but on it now rose other and louder sounds; the straining and creaking of the bridge, the hollow rumble of wheels; the artillery was crossing on the half-submerged structure. Horses reared and plunged in terror at sight of the swift-running stream, the wheel of a caisson ran over the guard-rail; immediately a hundred strong arms seized the encumbrance and hurled the heavy vehicle to the bottom of the river that it might not obstruct the passage. And as the young man watched the slow, toilsome retreat along the opposite bank, a movement that had commenced the day before and certainly would not be ended by the coming dawn, he could not help thinking of that other artillery that had gone storming through Beaumont, bearing down all before it, crushing men and horses in its path that it might not be delayed the fraction of a second.
Honore drew his chair nearer to Silvine, and in the shuddering darkness, alive with all those sounds of menace, gently whispered:
“You are unhappy?”
“Oh! yes; so unhappy!”
She was conscious of the subject on which he was about to speak, and her head sank sorrowfully on her bosom.
“Tell me, how did it happen? I wish to know.”
But she could not find words to answer him.
“Did he take advantage of you, or was it with your consent?”
Then she stammered, in a voice that was barely audible:
“Mon Dieu! I do not know; I swear to you, I do not know, more than a babe unborn. I will not lie to you–I cannot! No, I have no excuse to offer; I cannot say he beat me. You had left me, I was beside myself, and it happened, how, I cannot, no, I cannot tell!”
Sobs choked her utterance, and he, ashy pale and with a great lump rising in his throat, waited silently for a moment. The thought that she was unwilling to tell him a lie, however, was an assuagement to his rage and grief; he went on to question her further, anxious to know the many things, that as yet he had been unable to understand.
“My father has kept you here, it seems?”
She replied with her resigned, courageous air, without raising her eyes:
“I work hard for him, it does not cost much to keep me, and as there is now another mouth to feed he has taken advantage of it to reduce my wages. He knows well enough that now, when he orders, there is nothing left for me but to obey.”
“But why do you stay with him?”
The question surprised her so that she looked him in the face.
“Where would you have me go? Here my little one and I have at least a home and enough to keep us from starving.”
They were silent again, both intently reading in the other’s eyes, while up the shadowy valley the sounds of the sleeping camp came faintly to their ears, and the dull rumble of wheels upon the bridge of boats went on unceasingly. There was a shriek, the loud, despairing cry of man or beast in mortal peril, that passed, unspeakably mournful, through the dark night.
“Listen, Silvine,” Honore slowly and feelingly went on; “you sent me a letter that afforded me great pleasure. I should have never come back here, but that letter–I have been reading it again this evening–speaks of things that could not have been expressed more delicately–”
She had turned pale when first she heard the subject mentioned. Perhaps he was angry that she had dared to write to him, like one devoid of shame; then, as his meaning became more clear, her face reddened with delight.
“I know you to be truthful, and knowing it, I believe what you wrote in that letter–yes, I believe it now implicitly. You were right in supposing that, if I were to die in battle without seeing you again, it would be a great sorrow to me to leave this world with the thought that you no longer loved me. And therefore, since you love me still, since I am your first and only love–” His tongue became thick, his emotion was so deep that expression failed him. “Listen, Silvine; if those beasts of Prussians let me live, you shall yet be mine, yes, as soon as I have served my time out we will be married.”