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But we liked Miss Ponsonby and we pitied her. She confided to us that she was very lonely and that she wrote poetry. We never asked to see the poetry, although I think she would have liked to show it. But, as Jerry says, there are limits.

We told Miss Ponsonby all about our dances and picnics and beaus and pretty dresses; she was never tired of hearing of them; we smuggled new library novels–Jerry got our cook to buy them–and boxes of chocolates, from our window to hers; we sat there on moonlit nights and communed with her while other girls down the street were entertaining callers on their verandahs; we did everything we could for her except to call her Alicia, although she begged us to do so. But it never came easily to our tongues; we thought she must have been born and christened Miss Ponsonby; “Alicia” was something her mother could only have dreamed about her.

We thought we knew all about Miss Ponsonby’s past; but even pale, drab, china-blue women can have their secrets and keep them. It was a full half year before we discovered Miss Ponsonby’s.

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In October, Stephen Shaw came home from the west to visit his father and mother after an absence of fifteen years. Jerry and I met him at a party at his brother-in-law’s. We knew he was a bachelor of forty-five or so and had made heaps of money in the lumber business, so we expected to find him short and round and bald, with bulgy blue eyes and a double chin. On the contrary, he was a tall, handsome man with clear-cut features, laughing black eyes like a boy’s, and iron-grey hair. That iron-grey hair nearly finished Jerry; she thinks there is nothing so distinguished and she had the escape of her life from falling in love with Stephen Shaw.

He was as gay as the youngest, danced splendidly, went everywhere, and took all the Glenboro girls about impartially. It was rumoured that he had come east to look for a wife but he didn’t seem to be in any particular hurry to find her.

One evening he called on Jerry; that is to say, he did ask for both of us, but within ten minutes Jerry had him mewed up in the cosy corner to the exclusion of all the rest of the world. I felt that I was a huge crowd, so I obligingly decamped upstairs and sat down by my window to “muse,” as Miss Ponsonby would have said.

It was a glorious moonlight night, with just a hint of October frost in the air–enough to give sparkle and tang. After a few moments I became aware that Miss Ponsonby was also “musing” at her window in the shadow of the acacia tree. In that dim light she looked quite pretty. It was suddenly borne in upon me for the first time that, when Miss Ponsonby was young, she must have been very pretty, with that delicate elusive fashion of beauty which fades so early if the life is not kept in it by love and tenderness. It seemed odd, somehow, to think of Miss Ponsonby as young and pretty. She seemed so essentially middle-aged and faded.

“Lovely night, Miss Ponsonby,” I said brilliantly.

“A very beautiful night, dear Elizabeth,” answered Miss Ponsonby in that tired little voice of hers that always seemed as drab-coloured as the rest of her.

“I’m mopy,” I said frankly. “Jerry has concentrated herself on Stephen Shaw for the evening and I’m left on the fringe of things.”

Miss Ponsonby didn’t say anything for a few moments. When she spoke some strange and curious note had come into her voice, as if a chord, long unswept and silent, had been suddenly thrilled by a passing hand.

“Did I understand you to say that Geraldine was–entertaining Stephen Shaw?”

“Yes. He’s home from the west and he’s delightful,” I replied. “All the Glenboro girls are quite crazy over him. Jerry and I are as bad as the rest. He isn’t at all young but he’s very fascinating.”