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The Conscious Amanda
by [?]

“‘It seems to me I have heard that name,’ said Mildred.

“‘Very likely, very likely,’ said her grandfather. ‘It has been mentioned a great many times in our family. Garrett had been intended for the army, but he did not get through West Point, and at the time he was making love to my Aunt Amanda his only business was that of expecting an inheritance. But he was so brave and gay and self-confident, and was so handsome and dashing, that everybody said he would be sure to get along, no matter what line of life he undertook.’ (‘I wonder,’ thought Miss Amanda, ‘what he did do, after all. I hope I shall hear that.’) ‘Her other lover,’ said the old gentleman, ‘was Randolph Castine, a very different sort of young man.’ (‘You unmitigated little story-teller!’ ejaculated Miss Amanda. ‘He never made love to me for one minute in his whole life. I wish I could speak to John–oh, I wish I could speak to John!’) ‘So, then,’ continued the old gentleman, ‘here were the two young men, both loving my Aunt Amanda; and here was I, intensely jealous of them both.’

“‘Oh, grandfather,’ laughed Mildred, ‘how could you be that?’

“‘Easily enough,’ said he. ‘I was very impressionable and of a very affectionate turn of mind.’ (‘You had very queer ways of showing it, you young scamp!’ said Miss Amanda.) ‘And I remember, when I was about ten years old, I once asked my mother if it were wicked to marry aunts; and when she told me it would not do, I said I was very sorry, for I would like to marry Aunt Amanda. I liked her better than anybody else except my mother, and I was sure there was no other person who would take more from me, and slap back less, than Aunt Amanda.’ (‘I remember that very well,’ thought the happy consciousness; ‘and when your mother told me about it, how we both laughed!’)

“‘Well, the better I liked my Aunt Amanda, the less I liked anybody who made love to her; and one night, as I was sitting on the edge of my bed,–it must have been nearly eleven o’clock,–I vowed a vow, which I vowed I would never break, that no presumptuous interloper, especially Garrett Bridges, should ever marry my Aunt Amanda. As to Randolph Castine or any other suitor, I did not think them really worthy of consideration. Garrett Bridges was the dangerous man. He was at our house nearly every day, and, apart from his special obnoxiousness as a suitor to my Aunt Amanda, I hated him on my own account, for he treated me as if I were nothing but a boy.’ (‘And why shouldn’t he?’ murmured Miss Amanda. ‘You were nearly grown up at that time, but you really behaved more like a boy than a man, and that was one reason I was so fond of you.’)

“‘I had a good many plans for freeing my Aunt Amanda from the clutches of Mr. Bridges; but the best of them, and the one I finally determined upon, pleased me very much because it was romantic and adventurous. It seemed to me the best way to prevent Mr. Bridges from marrying my Aunt Amanda was to make him marry some one else, and I thought I could do this. There was a girl named Rebecca Hendricks, who lived about a mile from our house, with whom I was very well acquainted. She was a first-class girl in many ways.’ (‘I would like to know what they were!’ exclaimed Miss Amanda. ‘I think she was about sixth-class, no matter how you looked at her.’) ‘For one thing, she was very plucky, and ready for any kind of fun. I knew she liked Mr. Bridges, because I had heard her say so, and her praise of him had frequently annoyed me very much; for I did not want a friend of mine, as she professed to be, to think favorably in any way of such a man as Garrett Bridges. But things were now getting serious, and I did not hesitate to sacrifice my feelings for the sake of my Aunt Amanda. I was always ready to do that.’ (‘Not always, my boy,’ thought Miss Amanda; ‘not always, I am afraid.’) ‘So I resolved to get up a match between Rebecca and Garrett Bridges. As I thought over the matter, it seemed to me that they were exactly suited to each other.’ (‘That’s queer!’ thought Miss Amanda. ‘I always supposed you thought she was exactly suited to you.’) ‘Of course I could not say anything to Bridges about the matter, but I went over to Rebecca, and told her the whole plan. She laughed at me, and said it was all pure nonsense, and that if she were going to marry at all she would a great deal rather marry me than Mr. Bridges. But I told her seriously it was of no use to think of me. In the first place, I was four years younger than she was; and then, I had made up my mind never to marry, no, never, as long as my Aunt Amanda lived. I was going to take care of her when she grew elderly, and I wanted nobody to interfere with that purpose.’ (‘You dear boy!’ said Miss Amanda, with a sort of choke in her affectionate consciousness. ‘That is so like you–so like you! And yet I thought you were in love with that Rebecca.’) ‘Of course I did not give up my plan because she talked in that way,’ continued the old gentleman. ‘I knew her; I had studied her carefully. Like most boys of my age, I was a deep-minded student of human nature, and could see through and through people.’