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The Choices
by
“This song does not err upon the side of clemency,” she said at last, “nor by ordinary does Queen Ysabeau.”
“That she-wolf!” said Lord Berners, comfortably. “Hoo, Madame Gertrude! since the Prophet Moses wrung healing waters from a rock there has been no such miracle recorded.”
“We read, Messire de Berners, that when the she-wolf once acknowledges a master she will follow him as faithfully as any dog. Nay, my brother, I do not question your sincerity, yet you sing with the voice of an unhonored courtier. Suppose Queen Ysabeau had heard your song all through and then had said–for she is not as the run of women–‘Messire, I had thought till this there was no thorough man in England saving Roger Mortimer. I find him tawdry now, and–I remember. Come you, then, and rule the England that you love as you may love no woman, and rule me, messire, for I find even in your cruelty–England! bah, we are no pygmies, you and I!'” the Countess said with a great voice; “‘yonder is squabbling Europe and all the ancient gold of Africa, ready for our taking! and past that lies Asia, too, and its painted houses hung with bells, and cloud-wrapt Tartary, wherein we twain may yet erect our equal thrones, whereon to receive the tributary emperors! For we are no pygmies, you and I.'” She paused and more lately shrugged. “Suppose Queen Ysabeau had said this much, my brother?”
Darrell was more pallid, as the phrase is, than a sheet, and the lute had dropped unheeded, and his hands were clenched.
“I would answer, my sister, that as she has found in England but one man, I have found in England but one woman–the rose of all the world.” His eyes were turned at this toward Rosamund Eastney. “And yet,” the man stammered, “for that I, too, remember–“
“Nay, in God’s name! I am answered,” the Countess said. She rose, in dignity almost a queen. “We have ridden far to-day, and to-morrow we must travel a deal farther–eh, my brother? I am a trifle overspent, Messire de Berners.” And her face had now the weary beauty of an idol’s.
So the men and women parted. Madame de Farrington kissed her brother in leaving him, as was natural; and under her caress his stalwart person shuddered, but not in repugnance; and the Queen went bedward regretful of an ancient spring and singing hushedly.
Sang Ysabeau:
“Were the All-Mother wise, life (shaped anotherwise)
Would be all high and true;
Could I be otherwise I had been otherwise
Simply because of you,
Who are no longer you.
“Life with its pay to be bade us essay to be
What we became,–I believe
Were there a way to be what it was play to be
I would not greatly grieve…
And I neither laugh nor grieve!”
Ysabeau would have slept that night within the chamber of Rosamund Eastney had either slept at all. As concerns the older I say nothing. The girl, though soon aware of frequent rustlings near at hand, lay quiet, half-forgetful of the poisonous woman yonder. The girl was now fulfilled with a great blaze of exultation; to-morrow Gregory must die, and then perhaps she might find time for tears; but meanwhile, before her eyes, the man had flung away a kingdom and life itself for love of her, and the least nook of her heart ached to be a shade more worthy of the sacrifice.
After it might have been an hour of this excruciate ecstasy the Countess came to Rosamund’s bed. “Ay,” the woman hollowly began, “it is indisputable that his hair is like spun gold and that his eyes resemble sun-drenched waters in June. And that when this Gregory laughs God is more happy. Ma belle, I was familiar with the routine of your meditations ere you were born.”