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“Ellie will have to know, I reckin,” he stated grimly, “and other folks will know too. But this here paper has nothin’ to do with any sech proceedin’ ez you imagine. It’s too late now fur you legally to adopt Mrs. Dallam Wybrant, even though any person should suggest sech a thing, and I, fur my part, don’t see how any right-thinkin’ person could or would do so. She’s a free agent, of full age, and she’s a married woman. No, ma’am, she has no legal claim on you and to my way of thinkin’ she has no moral claim on you neither. She’s not your child, a fact which I’m shore kin mighty easy be proved ef anyone should feel inclined to doubt your word. She ain’t your legal heir. She ain’t got a leg–excuse me, ma’am–she ain’t got a prop to stand on. I thought Ellie had us licked. Instid it would seem that we’ve got Ellie licked.”

He broke off, checked in his exultant flight by the look upon her face. Her fingers turned inward, the blunted nails scratching at the sheet of paper as though she would tear it from him.

“No, no, no!” she cried. “I won’t do that! I can’t do that! You mustn’t ask me to do that, judge!”

“But, ma’am, don’t you git my meanin’ yit? Don’t you realize that not a penny of this eight thousand dollars belongs to Mrs. Dallam Wybrant? That she has no claim upon any part of it? That it’s all yours and that you’re goin’ to have it all for yourself–every last red cent of it–jest ez soon ez the proof kin be filed and the order made by me in court?”

“I’m not thinking of that,” she declared. “It’s Ellie I think of. Her happiness means more to me than a million dollars would. What I have told you was in confidence, and, judge, you must treat it so. I beg you, I demand it of you. You must promise me not to go any further in this. You must promise me not to tell a living soul what I have told you to-night. I won’t sign any affidavit. I won’t sign anything. I won’t do anything to humiliate her. Don’t you see, Judge Priest–oh, don’t you see? She feels shame already because she thinks she was humbly born. She would be more deeply ashamed than ever if she knew how humbly she really was born–knew that her father was a scoundrel and her mother died a pauper and was buried in a potter’s field; that the name she has borne is not her own name; that she has eaten the bread of charity through the most of her life. No, Judge Priest, I tell you no, a thousand times no. She doesn’t know. Through me she shall never know. I would die to spare her suffering–die to spare her humiliation or disgrace. Before God’s eyes I am her mother, and it is her mother who tells you no, not that, not that!”

He got upon his feet too. He crumpled the paper into a ball and thrust it out of sight as though it had been a thing abominable and unclean. He took no note that in wadding the sheet he had overturned the inkwell and a stream from it was trickling down his trouser legs, marking them with long black zebra streaks. He looked at her, she standing there, a stooped and meager shape in her scant, ill-fitting gown of sleazy black, yet seeming to him an embodiment of all the beatitudes and all the beauties of this mortal world.

“Ma’am,” he said, “your wishes shall be respected. It shall be ez you say. My lawyer’s sense tells me that you are wrong–foolishly, blindly wrong. But my memory of my own mother tells me that you are right, and that no mother’s son has got the right to question you or try to persuade you to do anything different. Ma’am, I’d count it an honor to be able to call myself your friend.”