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“Gee!” muttered the distinguished archeologist, “that was a close call!”

One or two women had loved Everett, and after five weeks, in which almost daily he had seen Monica, he knew she cared for him. This discovery made him entirely happy and filled him with dismay. It was a complication he had not foreseen. It left him at the parting of two ways, one of which he must choose. For his career he was willing to renounce marriage, but now that Monica loved him, even though he had consciously not tried to make her love him, had he the right to renounce it for her also? He knew that the difference between Monica and his career lay in the fact that he loved Monica and was in love with his career. Which should he surrender? Of this he thought long and deeply, until one night, without thinking at all, he chose.

Colonel Goddard had given a dance, and, as all invited were Americans, the etiquette was less formal than at the gatherings of the Amapalans. For one thing, the minister and Monica were able to sit on the veranda overlooking the garden without his having to fight a duel in the morning.

It was not the moonlight, or the music, or the palms that made Everett speak. It was simply the knowledge that it was written, that it had to be. And he heard himself, without prelude or introduction, talking easily and assuredly of the life they would lead as man and wife. From this dream Monica woke him. The violet eyes were smiling at him through tears.

“When you came,” said the girl, “and I loved you, I thought that was the greatest happiness. Now that I know you love me I ask nothing more. And I can bear it.”

Everett felt as though an icy finger had moved swiftly down his spine. He pretended not to understand.

“Bear what?” he demanded roughly.

“That I cannot marry you,” said the girl. “Even had you not asked me, in loving you I would have been happy. Now that I know you thought of me as your wife, I am proud. I am grateful. And the obstacle–“

Everett laughed scornfully.

“There is no obstacle.”

Monica shook her head. Unafraid, she looked into his eyes, her own filled with her love for him.

“Don’t make it harder,” she said. “My brother is hiding from the law. What he did I don’t know. When it happened I was at the convent, and he did not send for me until he had reached Amapala. I never asked why we came, but were I to marry you, with your name and your position, every one else would ask. And the scandal would follow you; wherever you went it would follow; it would put an end to your career.”

His career, now that Monica urged it as her rival, seemed to Everett particularly trivial.

“I don’t know what your brother did either,” he said. “His sins are on his own head. They’re not on yours, nor on mine. I don’t judge him; neither do I intend to let him spoil my happiness. Now that I have found you I will never let you go.”

Sadly Monica shook her head and smiled.

“When you leave here,” she said, “for some new post, you won’t forget me, but you’ll be grateful that I let you go alone; that I was not a drag on you. When you go back to your great people and your proud and beautiful princesses, all this will seem a strange dream, and you will be glad you are awake–and free.”

“The idea of marrying you, Monica,” said Everett, “is not new. It did not occur to me only since we moved out here into the moonlight. Since I first saw you I’ve thought of you, and only of you. I’ve thought of you with me in every corner of the globe, as my wife, my sweetheart, my partner, riding through jungles as we ride here, sitting opposite me at our own table, putting the proud and beautiful princesses at their ease. And in all places, at all moments, you make all other women tawdry and absurd. And I don’t think you are the most wonderful person I ever met because I love you, but I love you because you are the most wonderful person I ever met.”