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“If you imagine that my wife distributes patronage–” he heard himself repeating inanely, and the walls seemed to reverberate with the laughter which his sister and Gregg had suppressed. He heard Ella rise from the sofa and lifted his head sharply.

“Sit still!” he commanded. She sank back without speaking, and he hid his face again. The past months, the past years, were dancing a witches’ dance about him. He remembered a hundred significant things. . . . Oh, God, he cried to himself, if only she does not lie about it! Suddenly he recalled having pitied Mrs. Nimick because she could not penetrate to the essence of his happiness. Those were the very words he had used! He heard himself laugh aloud. The clock struck–it went on striking interminably. At length he heard his wife rise again and say with sudden authority: “John, you must speak.”

Authority–she spoke to him with authority! He laughed again, and through his laugh he heard the senseless rattle of the words, “If you imagine that my wife distributes patronage . . .”

He looked up haggardly and saw her standing before him. If only she would not lie about it! He said: “You see what has happened.”

“I suppose some one has told you about the ‘Spy.'”

“Who told you? Gregg?” he interposed.

“Yes,” she said quietly.

“That was why you wanted–?”

“Why I wanted you to help him? Yes.”

“Oh, God! . . . He wouldn’t take money?”

“No, he wouldn’t take money.”

He sat silent, looking at her, noting with a morbid minuteness the exquisite finish of her dress, that finish which seemed so much a part of herself that it had never before struck him as a merely purchasable accessory. He knew so little what a woman’s dresses cost! For a moment he lost himself in vague calculations; finally, he said: “What did you do it for?”

“Do what?”

“Take money from Fleetwood.”

She paused a moment and then said: “If you will let me explain–“

And then he saw that, all along, he had thought she would be able to disprove it! A smothering blackness closed in on him, and he had a physical struggle for breath. Then he forced himself to his feet and said: “He was your lover?”

“Oh, no, no, no!” she cried with conviction. He hardly knew whether the shadow lifted or deepened; the fact that he instantly believed her seemed only to increase his bewilderment. Presently he found that she was still speaking, and he began to listen to her, catching a phrase now and then through the deafening clamor of his thoughts.

It amounted to this–that just after her husband’s first election, when Fleetwood’s claims for the Attorney-Generalship were being vainly pressed by a group of his political backers, Mrs. Mornway had chanced to sit next to him once or twice at dinner. One day, on the strength of these meetings, he had called and asked her frankly if she would not help him with her husband. He had made a clean breast of his past, but had said that, under a man like Mornway, he felt he could wipe out his political sins and purify himself while he served the party. She knew the party needed his brains, and she believed in him–she was sure he would keep his word. She would have spoken in his favor in any case–she would have used all her influence to overcome her husband’s prejudice–and it was by a mere accident that, in the course of one of their talks, he happened to give her a “tip” (his past connections were still useful for such purposes), a “tip” which, in the first invading pressure of debt after Mornway’s election, she had not had the courage to refuse. Fleetwood had made some money for her–yes, about thirty thousand dollars. She had repaid what he had lent her, and there had been no further transactions of the kind between them. But it appeared that Gregg, before his dismissal, had got hold of an old check-book which gave a hint of the story, and had pieced the rest together with the help of a clerk in Fleetwood’s office. The “Spy” was in possession of the facts, but did not mean to use them if Fleetwood was not reappointed, the Lead Trust having no personal grudge against Mornway.