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The Beldonald Holbein
by
“Surely not if the child’s ill,” I ventured to remark by way of pleading for Mrs. Ambient.
“My dear fellow, you aren’t married–you don’t know the nature of wives!” my host returned with spirit.
I tried to match it. “Possibly not; but I know the nature of mothers.”
“Beatrice is perfect as a mother,” sighed Miss Ambient quite tremendously and with her fingers interlaced on her embroidered knees.
“I shall go up and see my boy,” her brother went on.” Do you suppose he’s asleep?”
“Beatrice won’t let you see him, dear”–as to which our young lady looked at me, though addressing our companion.
“Do you call that being perfect as a mother?” Ambient asked.
“Yes, from her point of view.”
“Damn her point of view!” cried the author of “Beltraffio.” And he left the room; after which we heard him ascend the stairs.
I sat there for some ten minutes with Miss Ambient, and we naturally had some exchange of remarks, which began, I think, by my asking her what the point of view of her sister-in-law could be.
“Oh it’s so very odd. But we’re so very odd altogether. Don’t you find us awfully unlike others of our class?–which indeed mostly, in England, is awful. We’ve lived so much abroad. I adore ‘abroad.’ Have you people like us in America?”
“You’re not all alike, you interesting three–or, counting Dolcino, four–surely, surely; so that I don’t think I understand your question. We’ve no one like your brother–I may go so far as that.”
“You’ve probably more persons like his wife,” Miss Ambient desolately smiled.
“I can tell you that better when you’ve told me about her point of view.”
“Oh yes–oh yes. Well,” said my entertainer, “she doesn’t like his ideas. She doesn’t like them for the child. She thinks them undesirable.”
Being quite fresh from the contemplation of some of Mark Ambient’s arcana I was particularly in a position to appreciate this announcement. But the effect of it was to make me, after staring a moment, burst into laughter which I instantly checked when I remembered the indisposed child above and the possibility of parents nervously or fussily anxious.
“What has that infant to do with ideas?” I asked. “Surely he can’t tell one from another. Has he read his father’s novels?”
“He’s very precocious and very sensitive, and his mother thinks she can’t begin to guard him too early.” Miss Ambient’s head drooped a little to one side and her eyes fixed themselves on futurity. Then of a sudden came a strange alteration; her face lighted to an effect more joyless than any gloom, to that indeed of a conscious insincere grimace, and she added “When one has children what one writes becomes a great responsibility.”
“Children are terrible critics,” I prosaically answered. “I’m really glad I haven’t any.”
“Do you also write, then? And in the same style as my brother? And do you like that style? And do people appreciate it in America? I don’t write, but I think I feel.” To these and various other inquiries and observations my young lady treated me till we heard her brother’s step in the hall again and Mark Ambient reappeared. He was so flushed and grave that I supposed he had seen something symptomatic in the condition of his child. His sister apparently had another idea; she gazed at him from afar–as if he had been a burning ship on the horizon–and simply murmured “Poor old Mark!”
“I hope you’re not anxious,” I as promptly pronounced.
“No, but I’m disappointed. She won’t let me in. She has locked the door, and I’m afraid to make a noise.” I daresay there might have been a touch of the ridiculous in such a confession, but I liked my new friend so much that it took nothing for me from his dignity. “She tells me–from behind the door–that she’ll let me know if he’s worse.”