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“What are you going to do?” asked Stephen.

“Well, I will tell you. I ain’t a man to make mystery if I am doing right, and I think I am. You know, I’ve got a little shack up on Silver Mountain in the little sugar-orchard I own there; never got enough sugar to say so, but I put up the shack one year when I was fool enough to think I might get something. Well, I’m going up there, and I’m going to live there awhile, and I’m going to sense the things I have had to hustle by for the sake of a few dollars and cents.”

“But what will your wife do?”

“She can have the money I’ve saved, all except enough to buy me a few provisions. I sha’n’t need much. I want a little corn meal, and I will have a few chickens, and there is a barrel of winter apples left over that she can’t use, and a few potatoes. There is a spring right near the shack, and there are trout-pools, and by and by there will be berries, and there’s plenty of fire-wood, and there’s an old bed and a stove and a few things in the shack. Now, I’m going to the store and buy what I want, and I’m going to fix it so Myrtle can draw the money when she wants it, and then I am going to the shack, and” — Christopher’s voice took on a solemn tone — “I will tell you in just a few words the gist of what I am going for. I have never in my life had enough of the bread of life to keep my soul nourished. I have tried to do my duties, but I believe sometimes duties act on the soul like weeds on a flower. They crowd it out. I am going up on Silver Mountain to get once, on this earth, my fill of the bread of life.”

Stephen Wheaton gasped. “But your wife, she will be alone, she will worry.”

“I want you to go and tell her,” said Christopher, “and I’ve got my bank-book here; I’m going to write some checks that she can get cashed when she needs money. I want you to tell her. Myrtle won’t make a fuss. She ain’t the kind. Maybe she will be a little lonely, but if she is, she can go and visit somewhere.” Christopher rose. “Can you let me have a pen and ink?” said he, “and I will write those checks. You can tell Myrtle how to use them. She won’t know how.”

Stephen Wheaton, an hour later, sat in his study, the checks in his hand, striving to rally his courage. Christopher had gone; he had seen him from his window, laden with parcels, starting upon the ascent of Silver Mountain. Christopher had made out many checks for small amounts, and Stephen held the sheaf in his hand, and gradually his courage to arise and go and tell Christopher’s wife gained strength. At last he went.

Myrtle was looking out of the window, and she came quickly to the door. She looked at him, her round, pretty face gone pale, her plump hands twitching at her apron.

“What is it?” said she.

“Nothing to be alarmed about,” replied Stephen.

Then the two entered the house. Stephen found his task unexpectedly easy. Myrtle Dodd was an unusual woman in a usual place.

“It is all right for my husband to do as he pleases,” she said with an odd dignity, as if she were defending him.

“Mr. Dodd is a strange man. He ought to have been educated and led a different life,” Stephen said, lamely, for he reflected that the words might be hard for the woman to hear, since she seemed obviously quite fitted to her life, and her life to her.

But Myrtle did not take it hardly, seemingly rather with pride. “Yes,” said she, “Christopher ought to have gone to college. He had the head for it. Instead of that he has just stayed round here and dogged round the farm, and everything has gone wrong lately. He hasn’t had any luck even with that.” Then poor Myrtle Dodd said an unexpectedly wise thing. “But maybe,” said Myrtle, “his bad luck may turn out the best thing for him in the end.”