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“Yes?” said Ashurst.

“I remembers one day I said to ‘er: ‘What’s the matter, Megan?’–‘er name was Megan David, she come from Wales same as ‘er aunt, ol’ Missis Narracombe. ‘Yu’m frettin’ about somethin’. I says. ‘No, Jim,’ she says, ‘I’m not frettin’.’ ‘Yes, yu be!’ I says. ‘No,’ she says, and to tears cam’ rollin’ out. ‘Yu’m cryin’–what’s that, then?’ I says. She putts ‘er ‘and over ‘er ‘eart: ‘It ‘urts me,’ she says; ‘but ’twill sune be better,’ she says. ‘But if anything shude ‘appen to me, Jim, I wants to be burried under this ‘ere apple tree.’ I laughed. ‘What’s goin’ to ‘appen to yu?’ I says; ‘don’t ‘ee be fulish.’ ‘No,’ she says, ‘I won’t be fulish.’ Well, I know what maids are, an’ I never thought no more about et, till two days arter that, ’bout six in the avenin’ I was comin’ up wi’ the calves, when I see somethin’ dark lyin’ in the strame, close to that big apple tree. I says to meself: ‘Is that a pig-funny place for a pig to get to!’ an’ I goes up to et, an’ I see what ’twas.”

The old man stopped; his eyes, turned upward, had a bright, suffering look.

“‘Twas the maid, in a little narrer pool ther’ that’s made by the stoppin’ of a rock–where I see the young gentleman bathin’ once or twice. ‘Er was lyin’ on ‘er face in the watter. There was a plant o’ goldie-cups growin’ out o’ the stone just above ‘er’ead. An’ when I come to luke at ‘er face, ’twas luvly, butiful, so calm’s a baby’s–wonderful butiful et was. When the doctor saw ‘er, ‘e said: ‘Er culdn’ never a-done it in that little bit o’ watter ef’ er ‘adn’t a-been in an extarsy.’ Ah! an’ judgin’ from ‘er face, that was just ‘ow she was. Et made me cry praaper-butiful et was! ‘Twas June then, but she’d afound a little bit of apple-blossom left over somewheres, and stuck et in ‘er ‘air. That’s why I thinks ‘er must abeen in an extarsy, to go to et gay, like that. Why! there wasn’t more than a fute and ‘arf o’ watter. But I tell ‘ee one thing–that meadder’s ‘arnted; I knu et, an’ she knu et; an’ no one’ll persuade me as ‘tesn’t. I told ’em what she said to me ’bout bein’ burried under th’ apple tree. But I think that turned ’em–made et luke to much ‘s ef she’d ‘ad it in ‘er mind deliberate; an’ so they burried ‘er up ‘ere. Parson we ‘ad then was very particular, ‘e was.”

Again the old man drew his hand over the turf.

“‘Tes wonderful, et seems,” he added slowly, “what maids ‘ll du for love. She ‘ad a lovin-‘eart; I guess ’twas broken. But us never knu nothin’!”

He looked up as if for approval of his story, but Ashurst had walked past him as if he were not there.

Up on the top of the hill, beyond where he had spread the lunch, over, out of sight, he lay down on his face. So had his virtue been rewarded, and “the Cyprian,” goddess of love, taken her revenge! And before his eyes, dim with tears, came Megan’s face with the sprig of apple blossom in her dark, wet hair. ‘What did I do that was wrong?’ he thought. ‘What did I do?’ But he could not answer. Spring, with its rush of passion, its flowers and song-the spring in his heart and Megan’s! Was it just Love seeking a victim! The Greek was right, then–the words of the “Hippolytus” as true to-day!

“For mad is the heart of Love,
And gold the gleam of his wing;
And all to the spell thereof
Bend when he makes his spring.
All life that is wild and young
In mountain and wave and stream
All that of earth is sprung,
Or breathes in the red sunbeam;
Yea, and Mankind. O’er all a royal throne,
Cyprian, Cyprian, is thine alone!”

The Greek was right! Megan! Poor little Megan–coming over the hill! Megan under the old apple tree waiting and looking! Megan dead, with beauty printed on her!

A voice said:

“Oh, there you are! Look!”

Ashurst rose, took his wife’s sketch, and stared at it in silence.

“Is the foreground right, Frank?”

“Yes.”

“But there’s something wanting, isn’t there?”

Ashurst nodded. Wanting? The apple tree, the singing, and the gold!

And solemnly he put his lips to her forehead. It was his silver-wedding day.

1916