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She looked up with a faint hope in her eyes. “Goodbye!” she said. “I believe you… Good-bye!”

In a few minutes there was only a cloud of dust on the prairie to tell where the Law and its quarry were. And of those left behind, one was a broken-spirited old man with sorrow melting away the sinister look in his face; one, a girl hovering between the tempest of bitterness and a storm of self-reproach; and one a half-breed gambler, who again sat on the bar-counter smoking a cigarette and singing to himself, as indolently as if he were not in the presence of a painful drama of life, perhaps a tragedy. But was the song so pointless to the occasion, after all, and was the man so abstracted and indifferent as he seemed? For thus the song ran: [bb]!!!! “Oh, the bird in a cage and the bird on a tree Voila! ’tis a different fear! The maiden weeps and she bends the knee Oh, the sweet Saint Gabrielle hear! But the bird in a cage has a friend in the tree, And the maiden she dries her tear: And the night is dark and no moon you see Oh, the sweet Saint Gabrielle hear! When the doors are open the bird is free Oh, the sweet Saint Gabrielle hear!” [bb]

VII

These words kept ringing in Jen’s ears as she stood again in the doorway that night with her face turned to the beacon. How different it seemed now! When she saw it last night it was a cheerful spirit of light–a something suggesting comfort, companionship, aspiration, a friend to the traveller, and a mysterious, but delightful, association. In the morning when she returned from that fortunate, yet most unfortunate, ride, it was still burning, but its warm flame was exhausted in the glow of the life-giving sun; the dream and delight of the night robbed of its glamour by the garish morning; like her own body, its task done, sinking before the unrelieved scrutiny of the day. To-night it burned with a different radiance. It came in fiery palpitations from the earth. It made a sound that was now like the moan of pine trees, now like the rumble of far-off artillery. The slight wind that blew spread the topmost crest of flame into strands of ruddy hair, and, looking at it, Jen saw herself rocked to and fro by tumultuous emotions, yet fuller of strength and larger of life than ever she had been. Her hot veins beat with determination, with a love which she drove back by another, cherished now more than it had ever been, because danger threatened the boy to whom she had been as a mother. In twenty-four hours she had grown to the full stature of love and suffering.

There were shadows that betrayed less roundness to her face; there were lines that told of weariness; but in her eyes there was a glowing light of hope. She raised her face to the stars and unconsciously paraphrasing Pierre’s song said: “Oh, the God that dost save us, hear!”

A hand touched her arm, and a voice said, huskily, “Jen, I wanted to save him and–and not let you know of it; that’s all. You’re not keepin’ a grudge agin me, my girl?”

She did not move nor turn her head. “I’ve no grudge, father; but–if–if you had told me, ‘twouldn’t be on my mind that I had made it worse for Val.”

The kindness in the voice reassured him, and he ventured to say: “I didn’t think you’d be carin’ for one of the Riders of the Plains, Jen.”

Then the old man trembled lest she should resent his words. She seemed about to do so, but the flush faded from her brow, and she said, simply: “I care for Val most, father. But he didn’t know he was getting Val into trouble.”

She suddenly quivered as a wave of emotion passed through her; and she said, with a sob in her voice: “Oh, it’s all scrub country, father, and no paths, and–and I wish I had a mother!”