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Then he put a cigarette in his mouth, and, after drawing the one breath that served to light it, flicked it, with perfect accuracy, half across the room and into the fireplace.

Still smiling, he walked slowly toward Miss Tennant, who was really excited to know what he would do next.

“Betcher two cents it snows to-morrow,” said he.

“Done with you, David,” she took him up merrily. And after that a painful silence came over them. David set his jaws.

“I gave you one more promise,” he said. “Is that, too, returned?”

“Of course,” she said, “all the promises you gave are herewith returned.”

“Then I may make love?” he asked very gently.

She did not answer for some moments, and then, steeling herself, for she thought that she must hurt him:

“Yes, David,” she said slowly, “you may–as a matter of form.”

“Only in that way?”

“In that way only, David–to me.”

“I thought–I thought,” said the young man in confusion.

“I made you think so,” she said generously. “Let all of the punishment, that can, be heaped on me … David….” There was a deep appeal in her voice as for mercy and forgiveness.

“Then,” said he, “you never did care–at all.”

But even at this juncture Miss Tennant could not speak the truth.

“Never, David–never at all–at least not in that way,” she said. “If I let you think so it was because I thought it would help you to be strong and to succeed…. God knows I think I was wrong to let you think so….”

But she broke off suddenly a stream of extenuation that was welling in her mind; for David did not look like a man about to be cut off in the heyday of his youth by despair.

She had the tenderest heart; and in a moment the truth blossomed therein–a truth that brought her pleasure, bewilderment, and was not unmixed with mortification.

“The man,” she said gently, “has found him another girl!”

The man bowed his head and blushed.

“But I have kept my promise, Dolly.”

“Of course you have, you poor, dear, long-suffering soul. Oh, David, when I think what I have been taking for granted I am humiliated, and ashamed–but I am glad, too. I cannot tell you how glad.”

A pair of white gloves, still showing the shape of her hands, lay in the chair where Miss Tennant had tossed them. David brought her one of these gloves.

“Put it on,” he said.

When she had done so, he took her gloved hand in his and kissed it.

“As a matter of form,” he said.

She laughed easily, though the blush of humiliation had not yet left her cheeks.

“Tell me,” she said, “what you would have done, David, if–if I did care.”

“God punish me,” he said gravely, “oh, best friend that ever a man had in the world, if I should not then have made you a good husband.”

Not long after McAllen was with her.

“Well?” he said.

“Well,” said she, “there was a train that he could catch. And I suppose he caught it.”

“How did he–er, behave?”

“Considering the circumstances,” said she, “he behaved very well.”

“Is he hard hit?”

She considered a while; but the strict truth was not in that young lady.

“I think,” she said, “that you may say that he is hard hit–very hard hit.”

“Poor soul,” said Billy tenderly.

“Oh, Billy!” she exclaimed, “I feel so false and so old.”

“Old!” he cried. “You! You at twenty-five say that to me at—-“

“It isn’t as if I was just twenty-five, Billy,” and she burst out laughing. “The terrible part of it is that I’m still twenty-five.”

But he only smiled and smiled. She seemed like a little child to him, all innocence, and inexperience, and candor.

Then as her laughter merged into tears he knelt and caught her in his arms.

“Dolly–Dolly!” he said in a choking voice. “What is your name?”

“Dolly.” The tears came slowly.

“Whose girl are you?”

“I’m Billy McAllen’s girl.” The tears ceased.

“All of you?”

“All of me…. Oh, Billy–love me always–only love me….”

And for these two the afternoon dragged slowly on, and very much as usual.