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“‘You come in, my dear,’ she said, ‘like a fresh nosegay after winter. You see we are old women, my love, and dress mostly in black, since dear James’s death; and our friends are chiefly elderly and sombre-looking also. So it is a great treat to us to look at something young and pretty, and remember when we were girls, and took pains with such things ourselves.’

“‘I was afraid I was too smart, Miss Mary,’ I said.

“‘To be sure it is a waste to wear your pretty things here,’ Miss Mary added; ‘but you might let us know sometimes when you are going to a grand party, and we will come and look at you.’

“I was touched by the humble little lady’s speech, and by the thought of how little one is apt to realize the fact that faded, fretful, trouble-worn people in middle life have been young, and remember their youth.

“Thenceforward I made careful toilettes for the Cottage, and this night was not an exception to the rule.

“I was dressed early; my father was rather late, and we three girls had nearly an hour’s chat before I had to go.

“We began to discuss the merchant who was to vary the monotony of our small social circle. Phillis had heard that a strange gentleman had arrived in the town this afternoon by the London stage. Fatima had an idea on the subject which she boldly stated. One of the Misses Brooke was going to be married–to this London merchant. We were just at an age when a real life romance is very attractive, and the town was not rich in romances–at least, in our little society. So Fatima’s idea found great favour with us, and, as she described it, seemed really probable. Here was an old friend, a friend of their youth, and probably a lover, turned up again, and the sisters were in a natural state of agitation. (It fully accounted for Miss Martha’s suspicious sensitiveness yesterday, and I felt ashamed of having being aggrieved.) Doubtless the lovers had not been allowed to marry in early life because he was poor. They had been parted, but had remained faithful. He had made a fortune, like Dick Whittington, and now, a rich London merchant, had come back to take his old love home. Being an old friend, it was obviously a youthful attachment; and being a merchant, he must be very rich. This happy combination–universal in fiction, though not invariable in real life–was all that could be desired, and received strong confirmation from the fact of his coming from London; for in those days country girls seldom visited the metropolis, and we regarded the great city with awe, as the centre of all that was wealthy and wonderful. It was a charming story, and though we could not but wish that he had returned before Miss Martha took to a ‘front’ and spectacles, yet we pictured a comfortable domestic future for them; and Fatima was positive that ‘worlds’ might be done for the appearance of the future Mrs. Smith by more tasteful costume, and longed ardently to assume the direction of her toilette.

“‘I don’t believe that she need wear a front,’ she pleaded. ‘I daresay she has plenty of pretty grey hair underneath. Spectacles are intellectual, if properly worn; which, by the by, they need not be at meals when your husband is looking at you across the table; and as to caps–‘

“But here my father knocked at the door, and I put on my cloak and hood, and went with him.

“The Misses Brooke received us affectionately, but I thought with some excitement, and a flush on Miss Martha’s cheeks almost made me smile. I could not keep Fatima’s fancy out of my head. Indeed, I was picturing my old friend in more cheerful and matronly costume presiding over the elegant belongings of a stout, well-to-do, comfortable Mr. John Smith, as I moved about in the little room, and exchanged mechanical smiles and greetings with the familiar guests. I had settled the sober couple by their fireside, and was hesitating between dove-colour and lavender-grey for the wedding silk, when Miss Martha herself disturbed me before I had decided the important question. I fancied a slight tremor in her voice as she said–