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He waited for a while. “But I am otherwise. I dare to lie when the occasion promises. I have desired Honoria since the first moment wherein I saw her. I may tell you now. I think that you do not remember. We gathered cherries. I ate two of them which had just lain upon her knee—-“

His hands had clenched each other, and his lips were drawn back so that you saw his exquisite teeth, which were ground together. He stood thus for a little, silent.

Then Ufford began again: “I planned all this. I plotted this with Umfraville. I wrote you such a letter as would inevitably draw you to your death. I wished your death. For Honoria would then be freed of you. I would condole with her. She is readily comforted, impatient of sorrow, incapable of it, I dare say. She would have married me. . . . Why must I tell you this? Oh, I am Fate’s buffoon! For I have won, I have won! and there is that in me which will not accept the stake I cheated for.”

“And you,” said Calverley–“this thing is you!”

“A helpless reptile now,” said Ufford. “I have not the power to check Lord Umfraville in his vengeance. You must be publicly disgraced, and must, I think, be hanged even now when it will not benefit me at all. It may be I shall weep for that some day! Or else Honoria must die, because an archangel could not persuade her to desert you in your peril. For she loves you–loves you to the full extent of her merry and shallow nature. Oh, I know that, as you will never know it. I shall have killed Honoria! I shall not weep when Honoria dies. Harkee, Robin! they are dancing yonder. It is odd to think that I shall never dance again.”

“Horace–!” the younger man said, like a person of two minds. He seemed to choke. He gave a frantic gesture. “Oh, I have loved you. I have loved nothing as I have loved you.”

“And yet you chatter of your passion for Honoria!” Lord Ufford returned, with a snarl. “I ask what proof is there of this?–Why, that you have surrendered your well-being in this world through love of her. But I gave what is vital. I was an honorable gentleman without any act in all my life for which I had need to blush. I loved you as I loved no other being in the universe.” He spread his hands, which now twitched horribly. “You will never understand. It does not matter. I desired Honoria. To-day through my desire of her, I am that monstrous thing which you alone know me to be. I think I gave up much. Pro honoria!” he chuckled. “The Latin halts, but, none the less, the jest is excellent.”

“You have given more than I would dare to give,” said Calverley. He shuddered.

“And to no end!” cried Ufford. “Ah, fate, the devil and that code I mocked are all in league to cheat me!”

Said Calverley: “The man whom I loved most is dead. Oh, had the world been searched between the sunrise and the sunsetting there had not been found his equal. And now, poor fool, I know that there was never any man like this!”

“Nay, there was such a man,” the poet said, “in an old time which I almost forget. To-day he is quite dead. There is only a poor wretch who has been faithless in all things, who has not even served the devil faithfully.”

“Why, then, you lackey with a lackey’s soul, attend to what I say. Can you make any terms with Umfraville?”