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Poor, Dear Margaret Kirby
by
“Now, you wanted Mrs. Kirby, didn’t you?” she said regretfully. “She’s out. I’m the housekeeper here, and I thought if it was just a question of rooms, maybe I’d do as well?”
“There’s some mistake,” said John; and he was still weak enough to feel himself choke at the disappointment. “I want Mrs. John Kirby–a very beautiful Mrs. Kirby, who is quite prominent in–“
“Oh, yes, indeed!” said Mrs. Kippam, lowering her voice and growing confidential. “That’s the same one. Her husband failed, and all but killed himself, you know–you’ve read about it in the papers? She sold everything she had, you know, to help out the firm, and then she came here–“
“Bought out an interest in this?” said John, very quietly, in his winning voice.
“Well, she just came here as a regular guest at first,” said Mrs. Kippam, with a cautious glance at the door. “I was running it then; but I’d got into awful debt, and my little boy was sick, and I got to telling her my worries. Well, she was looking for something to do–a companion or private secretary position–but she didn’t find it, and she had so many good ideas about this house, and helped me out so, just talking things over, that finally I asked her if she wouldn’t be my partner. And she was glad to; she was just about worried to death by that time.”
“I thought Mrs. Kirby had property–investments in her own name?” John said.
“Oh, she did, but she put everything right back into the firm,” said Mrs. Kippam. “Lots of her old friends went back on her for doing it,” the little woman went on, in a burst of loyal anger. “However,” she added, very much enjoying her listener’s close attention, “I declare my luck seemed to change the day she took hold! First thing was that her friends, and a lot that weren’t her friends, came here out of curiosity, and that advertised the place. Then she slaves day and night, goes right into the kitchen herself and watches things; and she has such a way with the help–she knows how to manage them. And the result is that we’ve got the house packed for next winter, and we’ll have as many as thirty people here all summer long. I feel like another person,” the tears suddenly brimmed her weak, kind eyes, and she fumbled with her handkerchief. “You’ll think I’m crazy running on this way!” said little Mrs. Kippam, “but everything has gone so good. My Lesty is much better, and as things are now I can get him into the country next year; and I feel like I owed it all to Margaret Kirby!”
John tried to speak, but the room was wheeling about him. As he raised his trembling hand to his eyes, a shadow fell across the doorway, and Margaret came in. Tired, shabby, laden with bundles, she stood blinking at him a moment; and then, with a sudden cry of tenderness and pity, she was on her knees by his side.
“Margaret! Margaret!” he whispered. “What have you done?”
She did not answer, but gathered him close in her strong arms, and they kissed each other with wet eyes.
III
A few weeks later John came to the boarding-house, nervous, discouraged, still weak. Despite Margaret’s bravery, they both felt the position a strained and uncomfortable one. As day after day proved his utter unfitness for a fresh business start in the cruel, jarring competition of the big city, John’s spirits nagged pitifully. He hated the boarding-house.
“It’s only the bridge that takes us over the river,” his wife reminded him.
But when a little factory in a little town, half a day’s journey away, offered John a manager’s position, at a salary that made them both smile, she let him accept it without a murmur.
Her courage lasted until he was on the train, travelling toward the new town and the new position. But as she walked back to her own business, a sort of nausea seized her. The big, heroic fight was over; John’s life was saved, and the debt reduced to a reasonable burden. But the deadly monotony was ahead, the drudgery of days and days of hateful labor, the struggle–for what? When could they ever take their place again in the world that they knew? Who could ever work up again from debts like these? Would John always be the weak, helpless convalescent, or would he go back to the old type, the bored, silent man of clubs and business?