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Periwinkle
by
Henrietta bore Periwinkle off to her own room and removed her cloak, crying a little all the time. She was quite too full of emotion to take into account as yet all the perplexities in which she would be involved by the presence of Periwinkle in the house of Cousin John Willard.
“What brought you down here?” she said at last, when the sturdy little girl, divested of her shawl and cloak and mittens and hood, sat upon a chair in front of Henrietta, who sat upon the floor looking at her.
“I come down to see about you. Gran’ma said some things, and gran’pa said some things, and Wob Wiley he looked bad, and I thought maybe I’d just come down and see about you; and gran’ma said you wanted to make a picture of me. You don’t want to make a picture to-night, do you? ’cause I’m awful sleepy. You see, Wob had to come on the seven o’clock twain, and that gits in at ‘leven; and it took us till midnight to git here, and Wob he’s got to go ever so fur yet. What made ’em build such a big town?” Here Periwinkle yawned and seemed about to fall off the chair. In a few minutes she was lying fast asleep on Henrietta’s pillow.
But Henrietta slept not. It was a night of stormy trial. By turns one mood and then another dominated. At times she resolved to be a lady, admired and courted in the luxury of the city. As for possible consequences, she had never been in the habit of counting the cost of her actions carefully. There is a delicious excitement to a nature like hers in defying consequences.
But then a sight of Periwinkle’s sleeping innocence sent back the tide with a rush. How much better were the simple old home ways and the love of this little heart, and the faithful devotion of that most kindly Rob Riley! She remembered her walks with him, her teasing him, his interference against Miss Tucker, and the deliverance wrought by the little creature lying there. She would go back to her old self, how painful soever it might be.
But she couldn’t stay in the city and turn away Harrison Lowder; and to go home was to confess that she had failed in her art. And how could she humble herself to seem to wish to regain Rob Riley’s love? And then, what kind of an outlook did the life of a granite-cutter’s wife afford her? Here she looked at herself in the glass. All her pride rebelled against going home. But all her pride sank down when she stooped to kiss the cheek of the sleeping child.
In this alternation of feeling she passed the night. When breakfast time came she took Periwinkle down, making such explanations as she could with much embarrassment.
“You’re sick, Henrietta,” said Cousin John. “You don’t eat anything. You’ve been working too steadily.”
After breakfast the family doctor called, and said that Henrietta was suffering from too close application to her art, and from steam heat in the alcoves. She must have rest.
The poor, tired, perplexed girl, badgered with conflicting emotions, but resolved at last to escape from temptations that she could not resist effectually, received this verdict eagerly. She would go home; and the doctor agreed that change of scene was what she wanted. Her life in town was too dull.
Harry Lowder called that evening, but Henrietta had taken the precaution to be sick abed. At eight o’clock the next morning she was on the Harlem train.
“You see, I brought her home,” said Periwinkle to her grandmother, in confidence. “I didn’t like Cousin John’s folks. They wasn’t glad to see me; and I didn’t like to leave Henrietta there.”
But Henrietta, who had blossomed out into something quite different from the Henrietta of other times, made no explanation except that she was sick. For a week she took little interest in anything, ate but little, and went about in a dazed way, resuming her old cares as though she had never given them up. Somehow she seemed a fine lady in the dignity of manner and the self-possession that she had taken on with characteristic quickness of apprehension and imitation, and Mrs. Newton felt as if the housework were unsuited to her. Even her father looked at her with a sort of respect, and forbore to chide her as had been his wont.