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Outside The Prison
by
“I can guess,” Bronson said.
“Yes, I suppose you can,” the girl answered. “Well, you can believe it or not, just as you please”–as though he had accused her of something–“but, before God, it wasn’t my doings.” She pointed with a wave of her hand towards the prison wall. “I did not know it was for me he helped them get the money until he said so on the stand. I didn’t know he was thinking of running off with me at all. I guess I’d have gone if he had asked me. But I didn’t put him up to it as they said I’d done. I knew he cared for me a lot, but I didn’t think he cared as much as that. His wife”–she stopped, and seemed to consider her words carefully, as if to be quite fair in what she said–“his wife, I guess, didn’t know just how to treat him. She was too fond of going out, and having company at the house, when he was away nights watching at the bank. When they was first married she used to go down to the bank and sit up with him to keep him company; but it was lonesome there in the dark, and she give it up. She was always fond of company and having men around. Her and her mother are a good deal alike. Henry used to grumble about it, and then she’d get mad, and that’s how it begun. And then the neighbors talked too. It was after that that he got to coming to see me. I was living out in service then, and he used to stop in to see me on his way back from the bank, about seven in the morning, when I was up in the kitchen getting breakfast. I’d give him a cup of coffee or something, and that’s how we got acquainted.”
She turned her face away, and looked at the lights farther down the street. “They said a good deal about me and him that wasn’t true.” There was a pause, and then she looked at Bronson again. “I told him he ought to stop coming to see me, and to make it up with his wife, but he said he liked me best. I couldn’t help his saying that, could I, if he did? Then he–then this come,” she nodded to the jail, “and they blamed me for it. They said that I stood in with the bank-robbers, and was working with them; they said they used me for to get him to help them.” She lifted her face to the boy and the man, and they saw that her eyes were wet and that her face was quivering. “That’s likely, isn’t it?” she demanded, with a sob. She stood for a moment looking at the great iron gate, and then at the clock-face glowing dully through the falling snow: it showed a quarter to twelve. “When he was put away,” she went on, sadly, “I started in to wait for him, and to save something against his coming out. I only got three dollars a week and my keep, but I had saved one hundred and thirty dollars up to last April, and then I took sick, and it all went to the doctor and for medicines. I didn’t want to spend it that way, but I couldn’t die and not see him. Sometimes I thought it would be better if I did die and save the money for him, and then there wouldn’t be any more trouble, anyway. But I couldn’t make up my mind to do it. I did go without taking medicines they laid out for me for three days; but I had to live–I just had to. Sometimes I think I ought to have given up, and not tried to get well. What do you think?”
Bronson shook his head, and cleared his throat as if he were going to speak, but said nothing. Gallegher was looking up at the girl with large, open eyes. Bronson wondered if any woman would ever love him as much as that, or if he would ever love any woman so. It made him feel lonesome, and he shook his head. “Well?” he said, impatiently.